random vent

[hybridtheory]

So my therapist is making me go to an outpatient treatment. Today was my first day, and of
course you get asked a million fucking questions about why you feel depressed and what reasons
you have to stay alive. They also asked me if I had recent intrusive suicidal thoughts and they pretty
much twisted my words around to make it seem like I have a plan. All I said was that I've been picturing
over dosing or jumping, hanging, etc. I yelled at them over and over again that I don't have any intent on acting
on it...but now I'm on strict watch and they're trying to send me to inpatient. Bull shit.
I mean yeah i'm lying to them, I am suicidal. I have multiple plans but no way in hell will I tell them that.

Oh also, one of the doctor's there told me lithium could kill me if I take enough. Is that true?

 

[Worndown]

A good doctor might see through you less than truthful statements.
Google lithium.

 

[Blackjack]

So my therapist is making me go to an outpatient treatment. Today was my first day, and of
course you get asked a million fucking questions about why you feel depressed and what reasons
you have to stay alive. They also asked me if I had recent intrusive suicidal thoughts and they pretty
much twisted my words around to make it seem like I have a plan. All I said was that I've been picturing
over dosing or jumping, hanging, etc. I yelled at them over and over again that I don't have any intent on acting
on it...but now I'm on strict watch and they're trying to send me to inpatient. Bull shit.
I mean yeah i'm lying to them, I am suicidal. I have multiple plans but no way in hell will I tell them that.

Oh also, one of the doctor's there told me lithium could kill me if I take enough. Is that true?

Fucking therapists. Worthless.

 

[RedAlert]

Therapy? sounded more like an interogation lol

 

[woxihuanni]

What did you tell them that for? Telling them you picture ODing and hanging is a great way into the loony bin.

 

[hybridtheory]

What did you tell them that for? Telling them you picture ODing and hanging is a great way into the loony bin.

i didn't think that was the same as me telling them I had a plan.
Picturing I think is different than telling them I had intent to do it.
A lot of people picture theirself dying right?

 

[woxihuanni]

i didn't think that was the same as me telling them I had a plan.
Picturing I think is different than telling them I had intent to do it.
A lot of people picture theirself dying right?

Not really, most people would be scared of such images. It's best just not to mention any methods to them.