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I want to die

I want to die

I'm dead inside
Apr 28, 2019
15
This might be a stupid question but where the heck do people find hard drugs?!? Or guns?!?


It seems like something I just see in movies!

(not weed.)
 
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The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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Simple answer: bad neighborhoods.

Seriously, that's about the best place to go. Depending on where you live(I live in the US), guns are pretty well available in the crime ridden cities, as well as heroin, cocaine, crack, and any other drug out there.
 
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Aug 2, 2018
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What do you say exactly and to whom? All I can think of is, "Hi, I hope you're not an undercover cop, but I'm looking for some drugs. I don't have health insurance, but if you have pharmaceutical grade in oral form, that'd be great. I have no known allergies and am currently not on any medications, but I do have slightly high blood pressure. Do you have any recommendations accordingly for a first-time user? I'm looking for either a mellow, relaxed high or a everything-is-hysterical high. Thank you for you time." :)
 
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ArtsyDrawer

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Nov 8, 2018
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Simple answer: bad neighborhoods.

Seriously, that's about the best place to go. Depending on where you live(I live in the US), guns are pretty well available in the crime ridden cities, as well as heroin, cocaine, crack, and any other drug out there.
Seriously? You go into a bad neighborhood just like "hello, I would like to purchase one heroin, please"?
 
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Youthanasia

Youthanasia

Wanderer
Apr 18, 2019
117
No
 
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Jul 13, 2018
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Seriously? You go into a bad neighborhood just like "hello, I would like to purchase one heroin, please"?
If you're planning on ctb, what difference does it make? If someone thinks you're an informant, and shoots you dead, then you've accomplished your goal, right? Sounds like a win/win to me.
 
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Rollo

Rollo

No pasaran
Aug 13, 2018
463
In the exact same place they find everything else - online.
 
Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
487
I think it's all about what kind of people you know. Go hang out with the homeless people down the alleys for a month and I'm sure they'll score you some dope.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,448
If you're planning on ctb, what difference does it make? If someone thinks you're an informant, and shoots you dead, then you've accomplished your goal, right? Sounds like a win/win to me.
I dunno. Ctb by thug doesn't sound very reliable.
 
weargon

weargon

Experienced
Apr 20, 2019
201
There's a lot of people who make a living reporting people to police, so I'm guessing they would assume you're one of those. Or they would take advantage of how naive you are and rob you or ripp you off badly. You have to get some street cred first, or at least change your appearance and how you act, but without making it look like you're a wannabe.

I'd just say file this under bad ideas that are better not implemented.
 
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Lorenz

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Jun 1, 2019
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How do u rebuild your life after coming out of a mental hospital I am currently in one waiting to be discharged
 
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Darkmornings

Member
Jun 4, 2019
34
I've asked myself this question too. It seems too hard to get N or antiemetics to take with SN. I'd love to ctb with heroin but I wouldn't know where to start. Plus if I'm going to die soon a cocaine habit doesn't sound too bad. My life cant get any worse.
 

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