Proxycake
Matrimony
- Feb 20, 2023
- 83
Whenever things get better, they get ten times worse. It's inevitable I am left brutally by everybody who expresses interest in me. It's a hallowing, disgusting feeling. I'd like it if I rather found it easier to distance myself from the ones who intrigue me, rather than to attach to them. What I believe to be the love I feel for others is the parasitic urge to leech off of them and drain them of their life force until they are limp. There is not a human in this world that would dare to enjoy that, or even be tolerant of it. I ought to be ashamed of myself.
