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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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"Oh I did this so you can do it too!!! YAY US!!!"
the problem with this bs?
im tired of "my mom.." "my ect..." who the fuck ever
yeah. its real fucking easy when you have something. someone.
i have the house im getting raped in. thats it
no family, no friends. nothing.
my only option is the street or this.

get back to me when you literally have nothing
and if you dont think its a privilege to have someone standing with you, then youre just proving how privileged you are.
its like a rich person "oh the prices arent that bad"
if recovery was still difficult for you with support, then how the fuck can you think its just as easy without it.
you dont have an outside person/group holding you up. its you and you alone dealing with the horrors of life..

trust me..youre privileged..
the most i have is my bf...
that i dont get to see
and that apparently i cant talk to.
dont tell me the "good" things
dont tell me the bad things
"i get to sit here and listen to you doing drugs and going out ect"
my "support group" cant even be supportive..
i havent asked him but he acts like hes just accepted my death...
i dont think he "wants" me to.. i know he doesnt... but it feels like.. "just to make the torment for you/myself to stop" kind of thing...

"i did, you can to!!!"
hey "rich" person, why dont you take your cheerleading to someone that doesnt need help, cuz your privileges cant help me
 
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casual_existence

casual_existence

Experienced
Jul 29, 2023
242
You can't get out of that house? Like if you have a bf you can't move in together? Sounds horrible to live in such a place.
 

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