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groversboy

groversboy

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Dec 24, 2024
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TLDR I've moved across the country and purchased myself a reliable method to CTB.. I thought things would get better for me post-moving but my roommates are an absolute nightmare to be around and I don't even have a room with a door or any sense of privacy. I don't want them to somehow prevent me from accomplishing what I've set out to do and leaving a mess would simply give them more reason to complain and/or victimise themselves over something they have nothing to do with... any advice for what I can do or where i can go to CTB or at the very least self harm without bleeding out on their futon or getting caught and yelled at or infantilized? Sorry if this makes no sense or is just. A stupid question.
Forgot to mention Shower isn't a great option either. They don't let me lock the door.
 
Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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TLDR I've moved across the country and purchased myself a reliable method to CTB.. I thought things would get better for me post-moving but my roommates are an absolute nightmare to be around and I don't even have a room with a door or any sense of privacy. I don't want them to somehow prevent me from accomplishing what I've set out to do and leaving a mess would simply give them more reason to complain and/or victimise themselves over something they have nothing to do with... any advice for what I can do or where i can go to CTB or at the very least self harm without bleeding out on their futon or getting caught and yelled at or infantilized? Sorry if this makes no sense or is just. A stupid question.
Forgot to mention Shower isn't a great option either. They don't let me lock the door.
Roommates are a constant concern. I am in a similar jam.
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
441
I guess it depends on your method, how much time you'll need etc.

I'm going out with SN, so I've booked a hotel room to make sure I have enough time alone to get it all done.
 
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Nobodi

Nobodi

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Sep 24, 2024
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I guess it depends on your method, how much time you'll need etc.

I'm going out with SN, so I've booked a hotel room to make sure I have enough time alone to get it all done.
Same here just need a the meds to ease the discomfort
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
441
Same here just need a the meds to ease the discomfort
Honestly that's the hardest part! I've resigned myself to the fact I'm not going to be able to get benzos. I have AEs and painkillers though - I'll make it work
 
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Nobodi

Nobodi

Student
Sep 24, 2024
114
I'm atleast try to get the nausea one if I can't get all. I hope Dmc comes finds new host, I already have the sn. Just wish it stay available incase a fuck up the fuck up amd waste the sn
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
441
I'm atleast try to get the nausea one if I can't get all. I hope Dmc comes finds new host, I already have the sn. Just wish it stay available incase a fuck up the fuck up amd waste the sn
Yeah, the anti-nausea pills seem to be the most important. Glad I was able to source them.

I agree there too. I'm going to do my best to guarantee success on my first try, but hopefully he'll get another site just in case it goes wrong
 
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