
LostHope556
Member
- Mar 31, 2025
- 68
I'm starting to take my preparation more seriously, doing research (you can check my post history, I've shared it here for you guys).
I feel fucking GREAT! I feel FREE. No future to worry about. No problems, no unsolvable issues, no fear of growing old alone, no fear of disease or becoming disabled. No fear of money and pressure of "figuring things out" financially while also somehow attempting to be happy.
FUCK ALL OF THAT haha
I feel fucking great.
My plan is to mentally rehearse my method, and feel through the fear that comes up to "empty the fear tank" and desensitize myself to my escape plan.
Then I will practice in real life, and then, finally actually do it.
But before I do... I have like 50k of available credit to blow, so I will ABSOLUTELY do that, and stick the banks with the check. My last fuck you to this stupid shitty world and the stupid fucks in it.
Just wanted to share and celebrate with this small chosen community. Thank you all for the support thus far :)
I feel fucking GREAT! I feel FREE. No future to worry about. No problems, no unsolvable issues, no fear of growing old alone, no fear of disease or becoming disabled. No fear of money and pressure of "figuring things out" financially while also somehow attempting to be happy.
FUCK ALL OF THAT haha
I feel fucking great.
My plan is to mentally rehearse my method, and feel through the fear that comes up to "empty the fear tank" and desensitize myself to my escape plan.
Then I will practice in real life, and then, finally actually do it.
But before I do... I have like 50k of available credit to blow, so I will ABSOLUTELY do that, and stick the banks with the check. My last fuck you to this stupid shitty world and the stupid fucks in it.
Just wanted to share and celebrate with this small chosen community. Thank you all for the support thus far :)