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darksouls2kicksass

darksouls2kicksass

musician!!!
Feb 7, 2025
47
That's it. I think it's time. I have 50g SN and that's it-- no meto, antiemetics, etc. It's gonna fucking suck.

What steps are you planning on taking before the moment itself? So far, most of what I have is simply:
- delete many internet accounts/data
- factory reset phone, probably PC as well
- write a brief will (I don't have much stuff to give away. No friends, so it's all going back to my Mom or whatever lol)
- (?) schedule send an email to work (+family???) so they know I died a day or so after the fact

There's probably some important stuff I'm forgetting. I'm not much of a suicide note person, and my last one didn't turn out so good. Anyway, I have to go to work for the next 9 hours but it just might be my last shift!! :hihi::hihi:
 
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Betsy007

Betsy007

Member
Nov 7, 2022
58
Leave your mom your bank info if you want her to have it.

Good luck <3
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
That's it. I think it's time. I have 50g SN and that's it-- no meto, antiemetics, etc. It's gonna fucking suck.

What steps are you planning on taking before the moment itself? So far, most of what I have is simply:
- delete many internet accounts/data
- factory reset phone, probably PC as well
- write a brief will (I don't have much stuff to give away. No friends, so it's all going back to my Mom or whatever lol)
- (?) schedule send an email to work (+family???) so they know I died a day or so after the fact

There's probably some important stuff I'm forgetting. I'm not much of a suicide note person, and my last one didn't turn out so good. Anyway, I have to go to work for the next 9 hours but it just might be my last shift!! :hihi::hihi:
What questions am I allowed to ask you I don't wanna make you awkward
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
That's it. I think it's time. I have 50g SN and that's it-- no meto, antiemetics, etc. It's gonna fucking suck.

What steps are you planning on taking before the moment itself? So far, most of what I have is simply:
- delete many internet accounts/data
- factory reset phone, probably PC as well
- write a brief will (I don't have much stuff to give away. No friends, so it's all going back to my Mom or whatever lol)
- (?) schedule send an email to work (+family???) so they know I died a day or so after the fact

There's probably some important stuff I'm forgetting. I'm not much of a suicide note person, and my last one didn't turn out so good. Anyway, I have to go to work for the next 9 hours but it just might be my last shift!! :hihi::hihi:
What country are you in, when are you planning to take the sn
 
LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
305
I plan to CTB next month on the 14th, may you have a good rest.
 
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darksouls2kicksass

darksouls2kicksass

musician!!!
Feb 7, 2025
47
Leave your mom your bank info if you want her to have it.

Good luck <3
Yes!! Embarrassing story: I did this last time I wrote a suicide note, and after I came back from the psych ward and threw my trash out, someone had gone through the bags! I had to change my bank info and get a new card just in case 🫣
What country are you in, when are you planning to take the sn
USA; some point this month. I just found out a few hours ago that I'm getting kicked out of my apartment by the end of the month too! So either I find a new place or this is a sign that it's really it this time
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
Yes!! Embarrassing story: I did this last time I wrote a suicide note, and after I came back from the psych ward and threw my trash out, someone had gone through the bags! I had to change my bank info and get a new card just in case 🫣

USA; some point this month. I just found out a few hours ago that I'm getting kicked out of my apartment by the end of the month too! So either I find a new place or this is a sign that it's really it this time
Ok sounds good
 

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