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chainsofjudecca

chainsofjudecca

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Sep 5, 2021
26
I am on my third day of not eating and so far it is not negatively affecting me, but I am not planning on going out this way. I'm just trying to cleanse myself so there isn't a big mess when I do CTB.

I am a little worried about refeeding syndrome because that sounds painful and NOT what I intend.

How long do I have before it starts really affecting me? If I can get a time frame then I know how long to fast before CTB. Thanks!
 
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pathetic failure

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Feb 28, 2025
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I'm actually doing the same thingm Today is my fourth day of not eating anything.I'm planning to keep this up for as long as I can.I want to be below 100 kg when I attempt with an because I don't want to take a larger dose. Can I ask what's refeeding syndrome?
 
chainsofjudecca

chainsofjudecca

Scribe
Sep 5, 2021
26
I'm actually doing the same thingm Today is my fourth day of not eating anything.I'm planning to keep this up for as long as I can.I want to be below 100 kg when I attempt with an because I don't want to take a larger dose. Can I ask what's refeeding syndrome?
Its basically the body's inability to handle food again after starving and your body eats itself. Since I'm only doing a "test run" of this to gauge the timeframe, I believe I'm probably at a greater risk. From what I've read, RFS is a very painful way to die and I wish to avoid that; assuming my CTB method works correctly and I don't wake up.

I'm not looking to starve to death. I just want a relatively clean passing if that makes sense.
 
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pathetic failure

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Feb 28, 2025
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Its basically the body's inability to handle food again after starving and your body eats itself. Since I'm only doing a "test run" of this to gauge the timeframe, I believe I'm probably at a greater risk. From what I've read, RFS is a very painful way to die and I wish to avoid that; assuming my CTB method works correctly and I don't wake up.

I'm not looking to starve to death. I just want a relatively clean passing if that makes sense.
Maybe you could eat up slowly after fasting. I was thinking of fasting as long as I can then adding 100 cals per day till I reach my normal calories
 
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itsoverforme303

Burn my dread
Mar 3, 2025
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Man I can't go without eating nowadays. I eat only once a day but then I'll massively over eat.
 
chainsofjudecca

chainsofjudecca

Scribe
Sep 5, 2021
26
Maybe you could eat up slowly after fasting. I was thinking of fasting as long as I can then adding 100 cals per day till I reach my normal calories
I am scared to break my fast because I fear I will not be able to properly prepare myself when my window comes. I suppose soiling myself is either an inevitable outcome or just not that important to prevent in the end, but I have priorities you see 🫠 AuDHD is hell

Update: I caved and ate some food and my heart feels like its going to pound out of my chest so probably not a good sign.
 
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