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TiredHorse

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Nov 1, 2018
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In some ways it's the utter banality of life and its chores that's wearing me down.

---"Fuck the fucking lawn. Just mow around my body. 'Bye."

Maybe it was all worth it when I had a real life, but now I resent the constant reminders that life continues.

---"Garbage company skipped my cans. Hopefully the coroner will do better. 'Bye."

The reminders that I might still be alive next week hold a special sort of despair. I don't want to imagine needing the groceries I'll be shopping for.

---"Out of cornflakes. Eating a bullet instead. 'Bye."

Caring about events that should be rewarding becomes an exhausting burden.

---"Thank you for the credit toward my cable account for your shitty service. Please apply it toward my cremation. 'Bye."

The picayune distractions interfering with choosing a date are like a swarm of emotional wasps.

---"Please record 'Making Of GoT' feature. Just because. 'Bye."

When, when, when will I be able to make it all end?

---"Dear Post Office, please return all mail to sender. 'Bye."

What a wretched existence.
 
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