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propoisoncia

propoisoncia

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Nov 20, 2025
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I have Post-Finasteride Syndrome which is debilitating, incurable condition. My life is ruined. It's similar to its sibling conditions which are Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction and Post Accutane Syndrome. I used finasteride to prevent hair loss which is the most painful thing because vanity sourced me anhedonia and permanent sexual dysfunction. I live in 24/7 torture and discomfort. I'd rather have cancer or triple E. At least those kill you.

How do I kill myself easily and quickly? I want no pain. Please do not dissuade me from this the answer is final. Even if I recovered 50 percent that is an inadequacy. I'll accept perfection - full emotional range and proper sexual function like a previously had.

Thanks for reading
 
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StunningIntent

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Aug 4, 2025
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I have Post-Finasteride Syndrome which is debilitating, incurable condition. My life is ruined. It's similar to its sibling conditions which are Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction and Post Accutane Syndrome. I used finasteride to prevent hair loss which is the most painful thing because vanity sourced me anhedonia and permanent sexual dysfunction. I live in 24/7 torture and discomfort. I'd rather have cancer or triple E. At least those kill you.

How do I kill myself easily and quickly? I want no pain. Please do not dissuade me from this the answer is final. Even if I recovered 50 percent that is an inadequacy. I'll accept perfection - full emotional range and proper sexual function like a previously had.

Thanks for reading
My brother microdose them. Should I be concern for him ?
 
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propoisoncia

propoisoncia

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Nov 20, 2025
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My brother microdose them. Should I be concern for him ?
Yes, PFS is not dose independent. When finasteride blocks the conversion of T to DHT, critical neurosteroids such as allopregnalone are blocked. Allopregnalone is the GABA-A receptors natural anti-anxiety and anti-depressant.
 
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badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
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This is why i never took finasteride for male pattern baldness even though i probably would of grew all my hair back. I'm sorry this happened to you. Can't advise you on how to kill yourself, sorry man.
 
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propoisoncia

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Nov 20, 2025
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This is why i never took finasteride for male pattern baldness even though i probably would have grew all my hair back. I'm sorry this happened to you. Can't advise you on how to kill yourself, sorry man.
It's a horrid drug and men around the world suffer from this condition after left to finish the job or suffer eternally.
 
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DistraughtWolf

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Dec 11, 2023
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Damn, i'm sorry to hear that. There's lots of people talking shit that PFS doesn't exist since there isn't "solid proof" for such cases.

How long did you use fin? I'm currently a bit over year, though I didn't stick to the usual dosage and have missed SEVERAL days or even weeks in between doses. I've always had gyno since teens and the only thing I've noticed that after fin it has gotten little bit worse, so far that is.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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propoisoncia

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Nov 20, 2025
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Damn, i'm sorry to hear that. There's lots of people talking shit that PFS doesn't exist since there isn't "solid proof" for such cases.

How long did you use fin? I'm currently a bit over year, though I didn't stick to the usual dosage and have missed SEVERAL days or even weeks in between doses. I've always had gyno since teens and the only thing I've noticed that after fin it has gotten little bit worse, so far that is.
I took it for eight days but experienced sides after 2 pills. I experienced the horrible crash a month later which resulted in a worsening of my situation.

It's indeed a real condition. A study by Baylor School of Medicine revealed altered gene expression of the androgen receptor from penile tissues samples. There's this a$$ clown on YouTube named "Hair Cafe"
who denies the condition. If he was genetically susceptible to this condition he wouldn't be laughing.
It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
Thank you and hope you find peace as well. While PFS is horrible condition that no one should experience, depression is certainly not enjoyable.

Before PFS, I fell into this terrible thought of thinking where looks are everything. While looks play a role in life, there is more to life and preventing a genetic susceptibility to male pattern baldness is wholeheartedly, not worth it.
 
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KlMeNw

They killed me at seven, I just didn't know it- Me
Dec 15, 2021
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I have Post-Finasteride Syndrome which is debilitating, incurable condition. My life is ruined. It's similar to its sibling conditions which are Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction and Post Accutane Syndrome. I used finasteride to prevent hair loss which is the most painful thing because vanity sourced me anhedonia and permanent sexual dysfunction. I live in 24/7 torture and discomfort. I'd rather have cancer or triple E. At least those kill you.

How do I kill myself easily and quickly? I want no pain. Please do not dissuade me from this the answer is final. Even if I recovered 50 percent that is an inadequacy. I'll accept perfection - full emotional range and proper sexual function like a previously had.

Thanks for reading
I had similar problems and I found out I was suffering from low T. Doctors said my levels were that of a 70 year old man. I started taking Testosterone and things improved tremendously. Maybe you should get your T checked just in case.
 
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propoisoncia

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Nov 20, 2025
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I had similar problems and I found out I was suffering from low T. Doctors said my levels were that of a 70 year old man. I started taking Testosterone and things improved tremendously. Maybe you should get your T checked just in case.
There within range
 
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DistraughtWolf

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Dec 11, 2023
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I took it for eight days but experienced sides after 2 pills. I experienced the horrible crash a month later which resulted in a worsening of my situation.

It's indeed a real condition. A study by Baylor School of Medicine revealed altered gene expression of the androgen receptor from penile tissues samples. There's this a$$ clown on YouTube named "Hair Cafe"
who denies the condition. If he was genetically susceptible to this condition he wouldn't be laughing.
Wow, after 8 days? That's really crazy if that's the case.

I don't want to downplay your situation, but it wouldn't be a bad idea to get checked again, maybe by a different doctor? I do believe that PFS does exist in some form, but I just can't see permanent damage happening from just a week of usage, especially if you used the usual dose of 1 to 1.25mg once a day.

Either way, I do hope that you find relief in your current situation.
 
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astroproto

and soon enough, i wont feel real
Nov 17, 2025
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Damn and I just started self-medicating because my temples have gone so far now and I can't see a dermatologist until 2 months from now.

Then again, I'm not even sure I'll ever get the chance to experience a sexual encounter.
 
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propoisoncia

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Nov 20, 2025
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Wow, after 8 days? That's really crazy if that's the case.

I don't want to downplay your situation, but it wouldn't be a bad idea to get checked again, maybe by a different doctor? I do believe that PFS does exist in some form, but I just can't see permanent damage happening from just a week of usage, especially if you used the usual dose of 1 to 1.25mg once a day.

Either way, I do hope that you find relief in your current situation.
Through a penile doppler, the damage was shown.
 
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propoisoncia

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Nov 20, 2025
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Damn and I just started self-medicating because my temples have gone so far now and I can't see a dermatologist until 2 months from now.

Then again, I'm not even sure I'll ever get the chance to experience a sexual encounter.
Don't believe in that blackpill/lookism nonsense. That bullshit worsened my OCD, gave me BDD, and led to me taking finasteride. I'm an average looking guy who got a GF but destroyed by taking pharmaceuticals for fake problems.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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I'm sorry that Finasteride affected you in that manner. I've been taking 1mg daily for 35 years.... No side effects fortunately and I have more hair now than I did when I was 20.
I have Post-Finasteride Syndrome which is debilitating, incurable condition. My life is ruined. It's similar to its sibling conditions which are Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction and Post Accutane Syndrome. I used finasteride to prevent hair loss which is the most painful thing because vanity sourced me anhedonia and permanent sexual dysfunction. I live in 24/7 torture and discomfort. I'd rather have cancer or triple E. At least those kill you.

How do I kill myself easily and quickly? I want no pain. Please do not dissuade me from this the answer is final. Even if I recovered 50 percent that is an inadequacy. I'll accept perfection - full emotional range and proper sexual function like a previously had.

Thanks for reading
So you're symptoms appeared after your stopped taking the Fin? I don't know anything about the syndrome just what I'm finding via Google.


"Post-finasteride syndrome (PFS) is a condition with persistent sexual, mental, and physical side effects that can continue after a person stops taking finasteride."
 
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I'm sorry that Finasteride affected you in that manner. I've been taking 1mg daily for 35 years.... No side effects fortunately and I have more hair now than I did when I was 20.

So you're symptoms appeared after your stopped taking the Fin? I don't know anything about the syndrome just what I'm finding via Google.


"Post-finasteride syndrome (PFS) is a condition with persistent sexual, mental, and physical side effects that can continue after a person stops taking finasteride."
They started after two pills, persistent when I stopped, and got worse as time went on. If you stopped finasteride you could potentially fall into this hell. Just an FYI - suicidal thoughts are a side effect of finasteride. You're nuking the most androgenic hormone for hair loss and blocking neurosteroids that are important for mood.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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They started after two pills, persistent when I stopped, and got worse as time went on. If you stopped finasteride you could potentially fall into this hell. Just an FYI - suicidal thoughts are a side effect of finasteride. You're nuking the most androgenic hormone for hair loss and blocking neurosteroids that are important for mood.
Thanks for the information, appreciated. As I said I've been taking finasteride for over 35 years without any side effects whatsoever. And I'm still taking it I haven't stopped.
 
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kufajoy

Misfit
Nov 6, 2025
191
Damn I have been taking dutastride over 2 years. My crown hair improved at least. Trading depression & suicidal thoughts with full of hairs doesn't sounds bad 😆

But sorry for you :(
I think you should give yourself some time. You have taken fin only for 8 days. I think give yourself some time to recover. Now it's not the time to decide something that you can't change later.
 
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propoisoncia

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Nov 20, 2025
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Damn I have been taking dutastride over 2 years. My crown hair improved at least. Trading depression & suicidal thoughts with full of hairs doesn't sounds bad 😆

But sorry for you :(
I think you should give yourself some time. You have taken fin only for 8 days. I think give yourself some time to recover. Now it's not the time to decide something that you can't change later.
Dutasteride fcking nukes DHT and raises estrogen. You're essentially transitioning to a woman. Fin/dut are funny enough used for transitioning.
 
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