Venting Please give me a reason to keep going

[catbunny]

im so tired. i feel so lost and unmotivated. im lazy and a burden i know. but idk what to do. please for once give me a reason to keep going, something that will hold my dear life back. please i just need someone, something, anything. im pathetically begging. IDC anymore just please im so lost. why do i have suffer like this what did i do to deserve this? if there is no reason, why do i have to keep living please just let me die. i cant do this anymore please. how many times more i have to kms to finally die please just me die im so desperately pathetically want to die please

 

[iwanttodie019]

which country are you from?

 

[Pale_Rider]

I need you to alive so I can see the cat bunny pic again...


K thanks.

 

[HappyPotato69]

finding a new friend that u just click with is honestly such a big hopefuel

 

[Seneca65AD]

What if tomorrow is the day that you realize what you want to do? Not a full-blown epiphany but more of a "spark". What happens if you keep your mind and spirit open to finding that spark? It could be a commerical that strangely appeals to you, or an article that resonates, or even a chance meeting with someone a little "different" than you normally come across.

Life does not change in leaps and bounds; it changes by an inch here and there.

And what happens if you don't come across that "spark" tomorrrow? Perhaps you missed it; maybe, just maybe your vision is so clouded by all the crap you've been through that you have to develop a new way of seeing chances. I know one thing after all my years on this planet, there are little sparks every day and all around us. We just have to be able to see them. Don't worry if you miss them tomorrow because they will show up again the next day and the next.

The question is not whether they are there; the real question is whether you will see them.

 

[MyMomWasMyLife]

im so tired. i feel so lost and unmotivated. im lazy and a burden i know. but idk what to do. please for once give me a reason to keep going, something that will hold my dear life back. please i just need someone, something, anything. im pathetically begging. IDC anymore just please im so lost. why do i have suffer like this what did i do to deserve this? if there is no reason, why do i have to keep living please just let me die. i cant do this anymore please. how many times more i have to kms to finally die please just me die im so desperately pathetically want to die please

If you have close family that care about you, that's a good reason to keep going. They would be very hurt if you weren't there anymore.

 

[Lostforgood]

If you have close family that care about you, that's a good reason to keep going. They would be very hurt if you weren't there anymore.

That knowledge makes me feel so much pain. It hurts me to think of their wails and tears. But in my case, I truly don't have a choice and I'm trying desperately to change that. It's like being caught between a rock and a hard place, and I'm getting mercilessly squeezed. I'm even crying right now. Because it's like I'm getting squeezed out of existence and there's nothing I can do about it.

 

[endboss]

That knowledge makes me feel so much pain. It hurts me to think of their wails and tears. But in my case, I truly don't have a choice and I'm trying desperately to change that. It's like being caught between a rock and a hard place, and I'm getting mercilessly squeezed. I'm even crying right now. Because it's like I'm getting squeezed out of existence and there's nothing I can do about it.

Same :(

 

[MyMomWasMyLife]

That knowledge makes me feel so much pain. It hurts me to think of their wails and tears. But in my case, I truly don't have a choice and I'm trying desperately to change that. It's like being caught between a rock and a hard place, and I'm getting mercilessly squeezed. I'm even crying right now. Because it's like I'm getting squeezed out of existence and there's nothing I can do about it.

Keep trying. Don't give up. As long as you have people that care about you, you have a reason to keep trying. If the thought of their pain hurts you, that means you love them and you don't want to hurt them. Please keep trying. If you're young, there is always time for things to get better. I hope they get better for you.