Plans without method

[justfloating]

its a 50/50 whether I kill myself.

If things don't work out well I am going to take out loads of cash at a cashpoint so I can't be traced by debit trails. Then I'm going to buy a train ticket to London and turn off all location services on my phone. I'm planning to bring alcohol and/or MDMA with me. Then I guess I'll just walk around the city until I see find/choose a method. As I am a college student the police will be notified which is why I have made extra precautions. I will stay overnight in a hotel if necessary.

I don't want to use a train method because of how gory and damaging it is for others, however it will be my last resort.

 

[Dora192]

Please don't use a train.

This is your choice, I understand that, however there would it would be horrendous for the driver and his family, which I am sure has crossed your mind.

I sincerely hope that peace finds it's way to you in whatever way it occurs ❤

 

[justfloating]

Please don't use a train.

This is your choice, I understand that, however there would it would be horrendous for the driver and his family, which I am sure has crossed your mind.

I sincerely hope that peace finds it's way to you in whatever way it occurs ❤

I will only use it as a last resort, its not something I want but I may not have a choice

 

[Pan]

Your method does have merit and you're better able to assess what may/may not work in an immediate sense. It would seem that London would also encourage jumpers.

 

[Soul]

@skmateboard, I'm sorry about whatever has led you to contemplate this. I don't quite understand what methods you anticipate cropping up as you walk around London, or what the alcohol and mdma are for.

Since impulsive attempts aren't very likely to be fatal, I'd just as soon talk about the 50% chance that you *won't* kill yourself. London is my very favourite city in the world — please enjoy it while you're there, and give the Natural History Museum my best regards.

Please be careful not to do something that will just make your situation worse, ok? It's up to you. I wish you good choices x