planning to OD

[awaitinglove]

Just like the title says. I have old prescription meds, seroquel, that I wanna take. I have a feeling it will not work but I still want to try it. I'm a horrible person. I hate my life. I need to CTB. I think I should try it tonight.

 

[itsgone2]

Why do you say you're a horrible person?

 

[awaitinglove]

Why do you say you're a horrible person?

i don't really wanna give details lol i just did some fucked up shit to someone and now i need to die lol

 

[itsgone2]

i don't really wanna give details lol i just did some fucked up shit to someone and now i need to die lol

Well, in general terms, I feel the same way. I also have some seroquel. No, I don't think it will work of course.

 

[awaitinglove]

Well, in general terms, I feel the same way. I also have some seroquel. No, I don't think it will work of course.

Yeah unfortunately I doubt it will work but a big part of me still wants to try it. I just want to put my body through hell.

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

I understand the feeling of wanting to try, even if only to feel the pain or "punishment" you'd get from it, but... please rethink this. OD CTBs aren't just "you either fail or succeed" type suicides, they have major consequences.

I'm sure you have seen a million people on here posting about failed attempts. Now, put that into perspective:

Let's say you survive the OD and wake up in a puddle of your own vomit. You go about life and try to find a better way to CTB. But, before you can either succeed in properly CTBing, or setting up a fool-proof plan, you start to notice something is... off. Your skin is just a bit yellower. Your eyes moreso. You're starting to feel sicker, more fatigued. Suddenly, CTBing is getting harder to plan.

You try your best, but soon realize that you are resigned to a slow, painful death from liver failure—either that or someone notices, and you are put on involuntary psychiatric hold. There's a good chance that something like that would happen anyway if someone found you after the OD.

Maybe the tragedy of it all calls to you. But can you be sure that you won't regret it?

 

[awaitinglove]

I understand the feeling of wanting to try, even if only to feel the pain or "punishment" you'd get from it, but... please rethink this. OD CTBs aren't just "you either fail or succeed" type suicides, they have major consequences.

I'm sure you have seen a million people on here posting about failed attempts. Now, put that into perspective:

Let's say you survive the OD and wake up in a puddle of your own vomit. You go about life and try to find a better way to CTB. But, before you can either succeed in properly CTBing, or setting up a fool-proof plan, you start to notice something is... off. Your skin is just a bit yellower. Your eyes moreso. You're starting to feel sicker, more fatigued. Suddenly, CTBing is getting harder to plan.

You try your best, but soon realize that you are resigned to a slow, painful death from liver failure—either that or someone notices, and you are put on involuntary psychiatric hold. There's a good chance that something like that would happen anyway if someone found you after the OD.

Maybe the tragedy of it all calls to you. But can you be sure that you won't regret it?

yeah, you're right. thank you for that. i just feel so helpless right now. I have access to SN so I could definitely do that but that involves a lot of planning ahead and the idea of just ODing on an old prescription sounds easier even though I know I will survive. Things are just so hard for me right now. I need an escape like now.

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

yeah, you're right. thank you for that. i just feel so helpless right now. I have access to SN so I could definitely do that but that involves a lot of planning ahead and the idea of just ODing on an old prescription sounds easier even though I know I will survive. Things are just so hard for me right now. I need an escape like now.

I honestly get it. It would feel so much easier to have a quick way out, so that's sorta where your mind goes. Just stay safe. No judgment here

 

[awaitinglove]

I honestly get it. It would feel so much easier to have a quick way out, so that's sorta where your mind goes. Just stay safe. No judgment here

thank you <3 my impulse got the best of me so i did it. thank you

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

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[telekon]

i don't really wanna give details lol i just did some fucked up shit to someone and now i need to die lol

it's fine. seroquel won't work anyway

 

[awaitinglove]

it's fine. seroquel won't work anyway

yeah it's so unfortunate