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lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
83
Hi guys, today I will make my attempt to CTB, I hope it will be quick and painless. I will use the partial hanging method, I will wait until the early morning to lock myself in my bathroom (there is a metal structure that can support my weight). I have a 2m soft nylon rope that I tried before. I will start taking benzos. I have time to answer your messages.

I love you guys, thanks for the help you gave me. 🤗
 
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jumpman133

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Mar 27, 2024
26
Best wishes to you! I hope you find peace.
 
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IWishIWasAFlower

IWishIWasAFlower

What doesn't kill you
Jul 11, 2024
31
Hope all goes well. Peace 🤗
 
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SadTitan

SadTitan

Member
Apr 8, 2024
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sending love :heart:
 
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Jon Arbuckle

Jon Arbuckle

Aspiring Corpse
Jul 23, 2024
119
I'm sorry that life treated you poorly. I hope you find peace.
 
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Kusogaki

Kusogaki

🎧
Mar 22, 2023
128
when will you be attempting?
I wish you the best of luck.
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
353
Peaceful journey to the peace you desire.
 
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Lilythefenfen

Lilythefenfen

Exhausted of trying
May 8, 2023
87
4 more hours, how are you feeling hon?

Can you share a happy memory please? I like to keep a memory from everyone as a note, to keep their memory alive.

I'm hoping you find the peace that you seek, I'm sorry.
 
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lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
83
4 more hours, how are you feeling hon?

Can you share a happy memory please? I like to keep a memory from everyone as a note, to keep their memory alive.

I'm hoping you find the peace that you seek, I'm sorry.
sure! :3 🫶 im feeling kinda happy and sad. It's strange

Maybe one of my best memories was in 2023, i belonged to a local band, i was the drummer :3, honestly we were almost beginners but a lot of people came to see us. we played in parties, clubs mainly. One of the best gigs I had was in that year. A lot of people did pogos, danced, drank until they puked, things not so common in my town but it was a fun night. I won't deny that I used drugs at that time, but only in a social way and in a group, I even smoked for a long time but I quit because of the expense it generated. I really miss those days, my band was like a family, the unity and support we had for each other was deep. But I left the band for travel reasons that could never be concluded, I was going to move to Colombia, but the expenses were not exact. It's been a long time since that happened, and now I'm here commenting this with a lot of nostalgia.

Our band had themes with frogs and souls.
We played alternative rock, mainly nirvana and alice in chains covers.

We made our own songs. But due to the outing of the vocalist we couldn't complete some of the songs. Also the producer didn't give us the complete material because of that. I don't judge him.
There probably could be videos uploaded! 😵‍💫
 
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Lilythefenfen

Lilythefenfen

Exhausted of trying
May 8, 2023
87
Thank you so much for sharing, that sounds like a great time.

I hope everything goes smoothly. You're loved. ❤️
 
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Kusogaki

Kusogaki

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Mar 22, 2023
128
Glad you got to relive one last memory. How are you feeling?
 
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Lilythefenfen

Lilythefenfen

Exhausted of trying
May 8, 2023
87
We're all here for you, promise to be here. It's about that time, and I'm hoping everything is going well.

Please, find peace. And rest well.
 
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Kusogaki

Kusogaki

🎧
Mar 22, 2023
128
Rest in piece you fought hard.
 
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a.dream.of.a.dream

a.dream.of.a.dream

Warlock
May 6, 2024
758
This is my primary method but I need to do more research and maybe a little practice. It's okay if you feel you need more time to plan.
 
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wounded_warrior

Member
Jul 23, 2024
19
I hope you find eternal rest xx
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,014
Are you still with us? Partial is difficult to get it right. If it doesn't work, don't be too hard to yourself. We're here for you. Good luck, I hope you find peace with whatever you decide to do. 🫂
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
I hope you get in a place of no suffering
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,023
I hope that you find the peace you search for, best wishes.
 
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lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
83
Are you in any pain? Maybe u want to try this another day after more research?
Yeah, I'm sorry for everyone in the post.
Can someone share links of the method?
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,142
Sending you so much love. I saw you followed and then I saw this thread and I wasn't sure what my emotions were doing. PMs open if you want <33333
 
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lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
83
I'm sure your frustrated but I'm glad you're still with us.
don't worry, I will keep informing myself more, I can't make blackout, thanks for the support in this post, I love you all. 😿🤗
 
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