Venting Planning to CTB soon

[EtterathButterfly]

i planned to CTB originally on January 2, but that obviously didn't work out. I'm planning to try again on September 15, on my birthday, because I can't take another year and I lived longer than I should have. The problem is I don't know if I go through with it without any problems, and if I can pull it off successfully. I can't buy anything online because there's cameras all around the house, so I either intend to do partial hanging or try to go out somewhere during the night to jump.
I'm really hesitant to post this because like what if I came back after the 15th? I don't want to seem like I'm doing this for attention.

 

[maniac116]

i planned to CTB originally on January 2, but that obviously didn't work out. I'm planning to try again on September 15, on my birthday, because I can't take another year and I lived longer than I should have. The problem is I don't know if I go through with it without any problems, and if I can pull it off successfully. I can't buy anything online because there's cameras all around the house, so I either intend to do partial hanging or try to go out somewhere during the night to jump.
I'm really hesitant to post this because like what if I came back after the 15th? I don't want to seem like I'm doing this for attention.

You always have a choice & this forum would welcome you back with open arms, no judgement

 

[ham and potatoes]

hey, even if you do back out or fail and come back after the 15, no big deal. you think lots of people on here havenet backed out or failed before?
not going to be any judgement here for that

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm really hesitant to post this because like what if I came back after the 15th? I don't want to seem like I'm doing this for attention.

Don't worry about that. There's no judgment here.

 

[tone]

If you don't ctb, nobody here will think any less of you. It's not our place to judge you.

 

[voc_89]

i planned to CTB originally on January 2, but that obviously didn't work out. I'm planning to try again on September 15, on my birthday, because I can't take another year and I lived longer than I should have. The problem is I don't know if I go through with it without any problems, and if I can pull it off successfully. I can't buy anything online because there's cameras all around the house, so I either intend to do partial hanging or try to go out somewhere during the night to jump.
I'm really hesitant to post this because like what if I came back after the 15th? I don't want to seem like I'm doing this for attention.

trust. No one here judges if u do or don't. We understand. We have been there or are going through it. What u do. Is up to u

 

[CantDoIt]

This isn't a suicide encouragement forum! We would prefer that you didn't end up in a spot that made you want to ctb, we would never judge you for not doing it

 

[nir]

This isn't a suicide encouragement forum! We would prefer that you didn't end up in a spot that made you want to ctb, we would never judge you for not doing it

Yes, despite what the media says, most people here actually really do not want the other users to die. I see a lot more wishes for violence/telling people to "kys" on more socially accepted websites like Reddit and Twitter.

 

[Raven_Nevermore]

hey, even if you do back out or fail and come back after the 15, no big deal. you think lots of people on here havenet backed out or failed before?
not going to be any judgement here for that

Hugs. No judgement here either.

 

[sadyogi]

Your freedom to make your own decisions should take precedent over any judgments from online strangers

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence but anyway I wish you all the best.