Discussion planning to ctb. don’t have an actual method.

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i'm planning to ctb around this month (preferably before next week ends), and i honestly don't have an actual method figured out. however, this isn't an impulsive decision. i've always acted impulsively, but i don't decide impulsively, you know? this is why all of my suicide attempts have been a total fail (obviously, i wouldn't have made this post if it succeeded lol) …

i'm most definitely choosing to hang myself. via partial or completely, i don't know. whatever goes!

if i fail, however, i'm going back to trying to better my life. if i succeed, rest in peace! i know this won't be my last suicide attempt. i know i'll try to kill myself again in the near future. i'm borderline, it's in my brain to self destruct and hurt myself. but i'm excited either way. i've said this before, but i'm in peace on knowing this could be the last of me or the start of me. wish me luck either way!!! :)

 

[KawasakiNinjaZXRR]

Not trying to be a therapist, I'm just genuinely curious: Why wait to try to better your life after your attempt?

You could start to better your life now. Try to live your last week cooking tasty food or reading books or whatever you consider bettering your life. And then there's also hope of you postponing your attempt after that.

I wish you the best, bro

 

[Front Back]

Researching honestly fun, sometimes I'm so serious trying to get a best methode and ended up deep in suicide list.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in plans.