pissed off

[SparkleWater]

i think its so funny that when my mother could nolonger move, could no longer breath on her own she was given the option to die. they let her choose.
I can't walk on my own figuratively. I will always be dependant on someone. Whether due to trauma or autism. Yet I'm forced to live. Forced to be with my bf out of survival.
She gave me so much money but I genuinly dont care. I don't care at all im not going ro use it.

 

[Benjiii]

I identify with the feeling of depending on another person. If it weren't for the fact that I started talking to my best friend again after a year (she ended the friendship because of my personality and my dependence), I wouldn't be trying to move forward, and my life simply wouldn't have any meaning or purpose since I'm not capable of living on my own.

 

[TheCallOfTheStars]

I feel the same way, I don't suffer from any physical issues but I feel so mentally underdeveloped that I ultimately depend on other people to live and keep going. It got really bad over the last year or so to the point where I basically became a parasite leeching off of other people just to feel like a human being.

 

[Greasyhair]

I identify with this. My own date is determined mostly by when those I am dependent on die.