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ccoki17

ccoki17

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2vile2live

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this is my homie frederick. he lives in the neighborhood and there's an old lady who feeds him but i always give him pets, scritches, and treats when i see him
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AnemoneNevrosa

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You wouldn't guess it from the photo, but this sweetheart sleeps by my side every night—a source of such deep comfort.
She ´s 10
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terrafern

terrafern

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Jun 25, 2025
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This is my dog :). I'm honestly not sure what I'd do without her lol
 

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Pets and dogs in particular give us a reason get out of bed in the morning.
 
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BojackHorseman

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The View From Halfway Down
Feb 8, 2023
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Thank you for your kind words. I had covid for a week and was sleeping on the couch so my husband wouldn't get sick. Then the foster mom called us 3 days sooner than planned saying we needed to get the pup, while I had covid. So then it's sleeping on the couch for another week so I could watch the pup in the living room, making sure she's going out the dog door to potty and not tearing stuff up. So I was sick and exhausted, which is a HUGE trigger that makes my depression worse. I had a bit of a meltdown for a few days.
I won't lie, I still don't love her like I loved my sweet Ellie, but I do love this little pup. She's so innocent and such a happy little girl. She has been doing well potty training, maybe just 1-2 accidents a day, and considering how many times the pup poops and pees that's quite the accomplishment lol My other dog has fallen in love with her, and watching them play brings my heart such joy. My boy hadn't had a playmate in 3 years because of Ellies paralysis. His happiness makes me feel so much better about getting her.
Her name is Cirilla, and she is a deaf, double merle, Australian shepard that's 10 weeks old. She was brought to the rescue by a vet. The shitty breeder brought her and her brother to the vet saying "someone kill these little shits cause I can't sell them", because their deaf. Breeding double merles is terrible, and it's been known since the early 2000s, that breeding 2 merle colored dogs gives a 25% chance of deaf and/or blind pups. Her and her brother are only deaf. Her poor brother has already been adopted and returned, but I just don't have the time or resources for 3 dogs. I can't believe someone wanted to murder such sweet and precious babies just because they're deaf.
I just wanted to update on my pup. I know I probably sounded like a monster, talking about being overwhelmed and unable to handle her. But she is a year and a half now and the light of my life. I wouldn't have lived through loosing Ellie without her. Without her shenanigans forcing me out of bed, I'd never have gotten out of bed. Please dont think shes unloved. She is my entire world. I got out of my funk after a couple months. But I still have fear though. Now that ive lost before I catch myself thinking about how im gonna loose her too one day, and I find it fucking devastating. Shes young enough now that I can still push those thoughts away somewhat easily, but im terrified. I dont want to go through that again. But please everyone, dont think me a monster. I love this precious baby. My husband says I'm obsessed actually 😂 I only have 719 pictures of her... And Shanks absolutely adores his new little sister. They love each other so much.
 

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BojackHorseman

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The View From Halfway Down
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Im feeling really rough. I posted a little over a year ago when I lost my sweet puppy Ellie. She was 15, I'd had her half my life.
Now my mother just told me she had to put my childhood horse to sleep, 2 FUCKING WEEKS AGO. I got him when I was 5 years old. Very long story short I grew up an unwanted child, whose only purpose was slave farm labor. My father was abusive and my mother was an enabler. After I got married and got away ive only been back to the farm maybe 3 times in the past 10 years. I just can't stand to be there, I have panic attacks and it takes me days to recover. But make no mistake, I NEVER stopping thinking and mourning the loss of time with my ol horse. I was denied time and happiness with him when I lived there, and now ive been denied the chance to say good bye. If my parents had one ounce of remorse or kindness left for me, why didn't she give me a warning and them leave for just an hour. Just an hour of peace and quiet to say my good bye. She has committed an unforgivable wrong against me that I cannot forgive. I completely cut ties with me father after getting married. Pretty much 95% of the reason I stayed in contact with my mother was for that very phone call to come say good bye, WHICH NEVER CAME. Im currently debating on how to tell her just how bad she hurt me, how she just lost the one chance to make up and have any sort if relationship with me. I may cut her out of my life completely now since there's nothing left tying me to her.
Sorry to rant, im just having a lot of feels this week. I got 2 write ups at work. My grandma, the woman who actually raised and fed and clothed and loved me, had surgery which took her almost 2 hours to wake up from. It really scared me that I might loose her. And then I lost my oldest friend.
He was a quarter horse and his barn name was Moe.
 

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These are my closest neighbors. Their owner lives on the other side of their pasture but they don't know that. When I'm working outside they spend their time next to my side. The white girl is Lucy and the light brown and white girl is Annie. The black boy is pepé and the dark brown boy is Ollie.
 
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fenty

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my rabbits just got neutered
my rabbits just got neutered
they were originally my brothers rabbits which he forced my parents to get because it was his "enemy year" and he needed to redeem himself or smth - anyways its been 6 months and he doesnt even look at them and now my mum says they're my responsibility but i love them anyways even though theyre like an unwanted pregnancy
 

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Cute bunnies. Love them and they will never know they were abandoned.
 
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Luna on a camping trip. She likes a nap after dinner before we go out to see the sunset. Yes that is my sleeping bag, she pulls it into a ball and then crawls into it.
 
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Ghostinplainsight

Ghostinplainsight

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my hamster, sir smokey, nibbling on a walnut
 

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The Lunatic is ready to go canoeing. The life jacket is necessary, she sinks like a rock.
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CatLvr

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The Lunatic is ready to go canoeing. The life jacket is necessary, she sinks like a rock.
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I think I have her brother!! He is BARKING at me right now because I just came in from mowing and he feels neglected because I don't feel like running up and down the hallway with him! 🫨🫨🫨 (Please ignore his tiny food bowl crown! 🤣🤣)

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I think I have her brother!! He is BARKING at me right now because I just came in from mowing and he feels neglected because I don't feel like running up and down the hallway with him! 🫨🫨🫨 (Please ignore his tiny food bowl crown! 🤣🤣)

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What a good looking boy! They do look a lot like each other.
 
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CatLvr

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What a good looking boy! They do look a lot like each other.
He is also what one would term "lunatic" ... He was dumped out on the back half of a friend's acreage and said friend already had too many dogs. I had too many cats, but he was fucking ADORABLE so I took him. And he has been a storm on a leash ever since. I wouldn't trade for him! 🥰🥰🥰 He is my ride-or-die buddy!

My OG (he is going on 14, 15 years now -- regularly looks at me like "we had it SO good. And NOW look at the mess 'we' are in! 🙄🙄🙄 And YOU did this!!" 😁
 
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I'm giving my house to Luna and the cats. My ex can have the house but she has to take care of my fur babies. When the last one passes away it's all hers.
 
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CatLvr

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I'm giving my house to Luna and the cats. My ex can have the house but she has to take care of my fur babies. When the last one passes away it's all hers.
My son and I have a similar arrangement. Though he has made me promise not to leave without saying goodbye. (He knows about my suicidality, and SaSu.) So, unless something goes really wrong, I am here for the long haul now. Honestly, most days it isn't that bad. It's just when my pain levels are high, it's REALLY hard to keep that promise. He is a good man, though, and is worth every single, solitary second I hang around this planet. There is not a damn thing I wouldn't do for that kid. 🥰🥰🥰
 
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gottacheckout

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My son and I have a similar arrangement. Though he has made me promise not to leave without saying goodbye. (He knows about my suicidality, and SaSu.) So, unless something goes really wrong, I am here for the long haul now. Honestly, most days it isn't that bad. It's just when my pain levels are high, it's REALLY hard to keep that promise. He is a good man, though, and is worth every single, solitary second I hang around this planet. There is not a damn thing I wouldn't do for that kid. 🥰🥰🥰
That is really sweet. It is good to know people still feel this way.

Here is The Lunatic and her best friend.
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