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lifeisbutadream

Elementalist
Oct 4, 2018
834
How are you not afraid of death and what comes after it?


Quite the opposite! I look forward to the greatest adventure of all - that they on earth call "death" - with my utmost anticipation!
 
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carterprobs

he / him
Jul 19, 2025
20
I mean, I am. But I know what life is like. All that's left now is to be brave.
 
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Carcassus

Carcassus

dissociating...
Jul 19, 2025
23
All I want is to escape this agonizing place. The only thing that worries me is the possibility of failing and being in a more miserable state than I am now.
I feel like death is a warm dark blanket of peace. Eternal sleep out of existence. No pain, no sorrow, just an endless nothing.
 
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lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
86
I am afraid of feeling pain during ctb
I believe that when I die, I will not see anything. Just a dark infinite void where you don't feel or know anything. You just left a physical plane and that's it.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,230
I'm not afraid of Death because Death is Non-existence forever.

I microsecond after my brain dies I will cease to exist forever = all my problems solved instantly and for all time.

Permanent Non-existence means never any pain , suffering, problems nor bad memories. Why would I fear that? I don't

Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering

All this and more show eternal Non-existence is the only perfection
 
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usernamesarehard

usernamesarehard

Life sucks and then you die
Dec 22, 2021
310
I think, for me at least, having an extreme amount of emotional pain got rid of my si.

As far as fearing death goes, I don't really think about what will happen after I die. I focus more on the act of ctb than what will happen after I ctb.
 
L1feless

L1feless

caffeine addict
Jul 25, 2025
19
because, in my opinion, after death there is nothing or reincarnation, either way, i'll never be me again, which is good.
 
jenson

jenson

A loser who belongs nowhere
Jul 13, 2025
39
Fear of living eventually overtakes fear of death.
 

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