People I knew

[HelpPlease]

Two friends hung. One shot himself. My aunt shot herself. My friends mother shot herself. None were facing what I am I have no choice. I am very sick. Very very sick in the worst imaginable way.

Also I fucked I'm in the worst possible way a human can. I have no choice I am suffering! Suffering suffering suffering

 

[Jean Améry]

I'm sorry to hear that: both about your losses and your own suffering.

I can relate to being fucked and not by a beautiful woman in a way I'd enjoy. What's wrong with you exactly?

 

[HelpPlease]

I have severe painful debilitating brain damage. Can't function and it hurts very bad nonstop
I did this to myself