Venting Partner had a dream about our deceased cat

[CantDoIt]

Yesterday we put our cat down. He had leukemia for 2 years and was living with increasing stomach pain and discomfort. He Was the sweetest and nicest cat I've ever had. Last night, my partner had a dream about him in a green space. He looked up at my partner, with a wise and concerned expression. It made me afraid to ctb but it suddenly got me thinking more and more about it. I will never have the normal and fulfilling life that other people fall into. That option was gone for me so early. I feel like our cat was speaking to him, I will never be as good of a person as our cat was.