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Tally

Student
Apr 29, 2019
130
Why does partial feel easier?

I wonder if it is about SI, and the option of aborting.
 
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WaitingP

Outta here soooooon
May 9, 2019
21
i couldn't do full at the risk of breaking my neck and being paralysed and making this shitty life even worse. Partial would be the way for me.
 
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Ivenocare

Student
Mar 31, 2019
194
Probably SI, I just got done finding my sweet spot; and as much as I have wanting to die; I seen weird white fuzz with my eyes closed and weird warm and fuzzy feeling. Also people struggle to find sweet spot with partial, it took me 7 tries.
 
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WaitingP

Outta here soooooon
May 9, 2019
21
Probably SI, I just got done finding my sweet spot; and as much as I have wanting to die; I seen weird white fuzz with my eyes closed and weird warm and fuzzy feeling. Also people struggle to find sweet spot with partial, it took me 7 tries.
That was the issue I had. I struggled to get it right and gave up. I think you need to practice to ensure you know where you're aiming as failing is exhausting
 
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Ivenocare

Student
Mar 31, 2019
194
For sure, I have been exausted for days... I wasnt even really trying today, just wake up feeling death, but lazy from other attempts... glad I did it though. Hope I can pass out still felt fuzzy and warm but I dont know what is next.
 
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WaitingP

Outta here soooooon
May 9, 2019
21
I always like to think that each failed attempt is a step closer to completing it. I feel like this too
 
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SomebodyBroken

Experienced
May 6, 2019
208
Also people struggle to find sweet spot with partial, it took me 7 tries.
41 times looking for this sweet place >_> each failed attempt only shows that even this I can not do. Well, there is a full handging , why not?
 
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WaitingP

Outta here soooooon
May 9, 2019
21
41 times looking for this sweet place >_> each failed attempt only shows that even this I can not do. Well, there is a full handging , why not?
It's hard to face isn't it when your method doesn't work. Put so much into finally ctb and then it doesn't work arghhhhh
 
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