Help Partial hanging question

[royaltybabee03]

If you tried partial before how long did it take for you to fully pass out, what did it feel like? If you were able to get it right how exactly did you do it. I get this exploding head feeling every time I try and ngl it's annoying, How do I avoid that. I struggle to find my cartoids too, just can't find it :(
Also when I try to slightly kneel down it's just very painful, I don't ever feel lightheaded or close to passing out ever.
Trying a lot of things but nothing much seems to work
Ngl I've been struggling so much, the thought of me killing myself is constantly on my mind and i just can't do this anymore. I just want my pain and suffering just to be over, I wish this stuff was easier, why is it so complicated :((

I would try full suspension but there's not rlly much in my house to hang from and support my body weight. Atp I'm considering going out and finding a tree to hang from if I keep falling at this.

 

[ummwhaaat]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/hung-myself.58596/

Here's my attempt from about 4 and a half years ago. You gotta have something between the rope and your neck. Also I used socks to push towards the carotid arteries. Was not painful for me, but you can read the aftermath etc. in that thread
Also I was listening to a meaningful song to me at the time and focusing on that. Made it quite peaceful to be honest.

Don't hesitate to reach out. I can't guarantee I'll respond but I am not really an advocate for CTB so if you have any doubts I can listen to you vent

 

[Frenchy222]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/hung-myself.58596/

Here's my attempt from about 4 and a half years ago. You gotta have something between the rope and your neck. Also I used socks to push towards the carotid arteries. Was not painful for me, but you can read the aftermath etc. in that thread
Also I was listening to a meaningful song to me at the time and focusing on that. Made it quite peaceful to be honest.

Don't hesitate to reach out. I can't guarantee I'll respond but I am not really an advocate for CTB so if you have any doubts I can listen to you vent

Hi unmwhaat,

I have managed to make myself pass out quickly while standing with rope under Adam's apple with a microfiber cloth in between.

I had been trying for weeks with no success of hitting the carteroids so this was a complete surprise. I guess I passed out for a second and then woke up with that feeling of not sure why I was there etc. I was swinging around like a pendulum.

Is there anyway to prevent this or is this automatic survival mechanism?