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dyingisliving

dyingisliving

The coping must end.
Nov 20, 2025
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tried partial hanging last week in a forest in the daytime, albeit not too concealed by trees to not be seen in case i had succeeded.
i had a very stretchy rope that i had tied around a tree branch and then tied the other end around my neck, then i leaned forward as far away from it as possible and laid on the ground; 30 seconds went by, then i backed out due to SI kicking in because i felt my head pulsating and the rope not being quite tight enough around my neck to still allow for some air to pass through. the rest of the day i obviously felt disgusting, it was badly and impulsively planned.
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

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Jan 11, 2026
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I cannot pass out with a ratchet belt or rope, but I can pass out using self-induced syncope. I made sure I fell safely. About 20 seconds. Can't remember for sure. There are videos about it - something like that. I just woke up wondering what was going on. I had some weird hallucinations but I felt like they were real. I doubt I will feel anything if I am hanging (partially or even fully) I didn't try it yet but if I fail then SN or vice versa.
 
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absolute failure

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Jan 19, 2026
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tried partial hanging last week in a forest in the daytime, albeit not too concealed by trees to not be seen in case i had succeeded.
i had a very stretchy rope that i had tied around a tree branch and then tied the other end around my neck, then i leaned forward as far away from it as possible and laid on the ground; 30 seconds went by, then i backed out due to SI kicking in because i felt my head pulsating and the rope not being quite tight enough around my neck to still allow for some air to pass through. the rest of the day i obviously felt disgusting, it was badly and impulsively planned.
do you have an idea to prevent that from happening?
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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tried partial hanging last week in a forest in the daytime, albeit not too concealed by trees to not be seen in case i had succeeded.
i had a very stretchy rope that i had tied around a tree branch and then tied the other end around my neck, then i leaned forward as far away from it as possible and laid on the ground; 30 seconds went by, then i backed out due to SI kicking in because i felt my head pulsating and the rope not being quite tight enough around my neck to still allow for some air to pass through. the rest of the day i obviously felt disgusting, it was badly and impulsively planned.
Hey first of all I am so so sorry that so less people replied I didn't see your post until now , as someone who also had a failed attempt I know the feeling it's horrible . In my case the time after my suffering got much worse and now it's a full nightmare no hope left .

I'd like to give you an advice:
Imagine you have the set up and the noose is on your neck, tighten the noose and then press your body down (Not too much!!) press it down little bit because what I found it is that it's true little bit of pressure on the carotids is enough to get unconscious BUT the pressure must be constant there shouldn't be break. Count till 15 and you will be nearly unconscious now at this point I'd sit on the air so I'd let myself fall . It should make you unconscious in a very short time so you don't have to feel the horrible pain on your neck for too long.

The reason I didn't ctb by partial is because I am afraid what if my body will move and then the carotids aren't compressed anymore but actually this should work.
When I do full I'll try the same way because I definitely don't want to endure this horrible pain on my neck with my full Body weight concentrated on my neck
 

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