panic

[Cancún]

i woke up in panic everyday i need to end this asap
i tried to hang y self last night and i couldnt

 

[selfhater]

same, what happened if it's okay to ask?

 

[Cancún]

same, what happened if it's okay to ask?

its ok
went one year to reahb
very bad year , then went out and gave me antidepresents and get the pssd syndrome
so no more sex , and other shitty symptoms , and i was in clonazepan , but still can have sex and enjoy some things then the doctor told me to reduce the bennzso from 2 mg to 1.5 and all went to shit
im complete impotent nerve damage , the down dose was to fast , fxxxxx doctor , cant sleep dry mouth
also woke up in panic because im afraid of dead but i have no other choise
i was force by family to take the meds that castrated me
and now with the virus im 24,7 in the house with them
why is so hard to kill your sef if theres no other way , i cant enjoy nothing , but i dont have a good method only hanging or cutting my neck
im so pissed i used to love life but now its over
you
?

its ok
went one year to reahb
very bad year , then went out and gave me antidepresents and get the pssd syndrome
so no more sex , and other shitty symptoms , and i was in clonazepan , but still can have sex and enjoy some things then the doctor told me to reduce the bennzso from 2 mg to 1.5 and all went to shit
im complete impotent nerve damage , the down dose was to fast , fxxxxx doctor , cant sleep dry mouth
also woke up in panic because im afraid of dead but i have no other choise
i was force by family to take the meds that castrated me
and now with the virus im 24,7 in the house with them
why is so hard to kill your sef if theres no other way , i cant enjoy nothing , but i dont have a good method only hanging or cutting my neck
im so pissed i used to love life but now its over
you
?

you what happened, i even have physical pain

 

[selfhater]

i'm sorry for what happened to u and i totally understand the feeling of being stuck without a way out especially these days, it's so frustrating:(
i'm fucked too and i don't have a way out, panicking everyday *sigh* i hope u find something works for u

 

[Cancún]

nothing works , if something works i live but nothing and every day is even worsr