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Spectre

Spectre

I am serious about not taking things seriously
Nov 27, 2023
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I don't even know how to describe this sensa1tion but nothing I do is satisfying my brain anymore. Nothing seems novel. It's all just so painfully boring.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,266
I really understand that boredom feeling. Try and find hobbies and things that pass the time, if you can. Anything to distract yourself to get you through the long days. But I feel you on this!
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
1,049
I feel like this too. It's called Anhedonia.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
1,049
Yeah, that's a real thing, and it's difficult to enjoy the things that you once did.
It's a symptom of depression, which I have.
So many things I used to enjoy and now I just want to be dead because even the boringness gets painful after a while.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,266
It's a symptom of depression, which I have.
So many things I used to enjoy and now I just want to be dead because even the boringness gets painful after a while.
Yeah, depression sucks. No point in sugar-coating it otherwise. I take prozac and it just makes me numb. I have two options sad or numb.
 
Quietist

Quietist

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Sep 6, 2024
351
Same, but then again, I live the same monotonous routine everyday.

Maybe do something spontaneous and out of the ordinary?
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,490
Let it go on as long as I have and you might not even experience boredom or anything else. Just a numbed out zombie.
 

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