Openly embracing my newfound bitterness and hatred of others

[pelicanportal]

There is something that feels good and right about just accepting I have reached an irreversible point of resentment, anger, bitterness, and hatred of others. There is something cathartic about ending things with people when I began hating seeing them get everything I never had. I never considered myself misanthropic but I landed here recently and there is something freeing about embracing it. Fuck all these people, I am done with them. I won't be rude to them, but why even talk to them? It's done. And I feel free, finally.

 

[byec560]

What was your tipping point OP?

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

Agreed. I've stopped reaching out and even family doesn't message me for months. I stop posting online and see that not a single person cares. It's been really refreshing to see the truth - and that I won't need to feel guilty, because nobody will notice. i don't need to send angry 'when you see this' text messages or s. notes - nobody will care.

I plan to visit somewhere else and just die there, and be free of everything here.

 

[pelicanportal]

What was your tipping point OP?

I accepted reality and lost hope of ever relating to someone and finding a relationship earlier this year. It came soon after.

 

[Hvergelmir]

I accepted reality and lost hope of ever relating to someone and finding a relationship earlier this year.

It's an easy goal to achieve, but will it bring true content?

I discarded most of the people I knew, without regret, but I don't think it's a solution on it's own. I think there are plenty of good people I could get to know.
I think that many just have been unfortunate enough to get stuck in the wrong circles. Especially with trauma involved, I think it's common to stick around people one is better off without.