One more day has gone away and I’m still breathing

[NothingElseMatters]

Everyday I promise myself will be the last but here I am. I'm such a loser even to kill myself

 

[Cancún]

same
exactly

 

[Silence]

That means you are not ready yet.

 

[tom90]

You are not alone, I feel the same.
But for the last couple of days I started to feel again that end will soon come. Fingers crossed :)

 

[Cancún]

That means you are not ready yet.

not at all im totally ready but its scary and i dont have a good method

 

[DoodleBug]

And those days just keep on coming and merging into each other like some sort of a kafkaesque nightmare.

I'm so empty and set on leaving but the next day just can't stop coming.

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I understand. I'm just waiting for the right time. Here if you ever need to talk <3

 

[Flump]

That means you are not ready yet.

I know I'm ready and I'm still here wishing I was dead! If only it was that easy just to kill yourself!

Everyday I promise myself will be the last but here I am. I'm such a loser even to kill myself

Your not a loser! It's not an easy thing to do, if it was we wouldn't be here talking about it we would just go and do it if it was so easy!

 

[DJ2000]

not at all im totally ready but its scary and i dont have a good method

I can't understand this fear anymore. I lost it before I ever wanted to kill myself. What's to fear in nothing? There's nothing to fear, literally. It was just the way I got there that I was afraid of until I got my ether. Now I'm just weighing the options.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Everyday I promise myself will be the last but here I am. I'm such a loser even to kill myself

SAMEEEE

 

[the end is near]

It's hard to kill yourself, there's a lot of things to deal with that make it so.

If there was an easy way you could take something, fall asleep, and never wake up so that it looked like you just died of natural causes you'd see many more suicides.

 

[DJ2000]

It's hard to kill yourself, there's a lot of things to deal with that make it so.

If there was an easy way you could take something, fall asleep, and never wake up so that it looked like you just died of natural causes you'd see many more suicides.

It depends on whether they're more afraid of death or how they get there. Sometimes people have physically painless methods but still can't go through.

 

[Pryras]

That doesn't make you a loser. Taking it a day at a time is sometimes all we can do. The bus is always running and the option to ride it will be available. If you want to catch it today then what difference would it make if you put it off until tomorrow? Now how about 2 days? Rarely do things get worse, sometimes they improve or remain the same but the impulsiveness is taken away from it. Wait it out, take it easy and don't be hard on yourself.

 

[Lostkitten1]

That means you are not ready yet.

That's the big issue - I am ready. I just can't bring myself to perform the act. I think a lot of people here have similar experiences

 

[Bct]

It has been more than a month since I was going to CTB, but suddenly lost the motivation to did that in the last minute. Currently can't CTB for at least two months (not until my friend is able to go back to the town again and take her bike from my place), so yeah, everyday feels so surreal since I can't believe I'm still alive.