Okay, goodbye SaSu.

[EternalHunger]

Birthday today, wooo! I couldn't bring myself to sleep all night in just dreading all this, there isn't really any plan as I'm doing this out of impulse but I'll be ctb'ing by Ligature Strangulation in a bit; I just can't seem to live with myself anymore it seems, life just seems too miserable to continue on with my 20s despite how I've told those I known on here that I gained some will to live for longer. I'm just unhappy, I'm so absurdly lonely it is driving me a bit crazy? I have so many reasons to die but this just outweighs all of them for me.
It's unbearable right now, nothing about my existence makes any sense.

I'm sorry for this, but I won't be replying to any comments either, immediately after this post I'll be deleting this account. This community meant a lot for the short time I've been here, ironically enough for a bit it made me want to live again which is far more than what anything else in my life has ever accomplished, thank you all.

@Surek02 I hope you are well, wherever you are now.

 

[getoutgirl]

Hey, sorry to hear that, birthdays are awful for me too and there hasn't been one for a long time that I hadn't promised I wouldn't live to see.
I know you said you won't be replying and you'll delete the account, that's fine, but do remember that if at any point you want to walk it back or feel like not doing this, that is okay and an option too. And there will be people here to talk to if that helps you even just a bit.
In any case, again, sorry to hear you are going through so much at the moment, I can only wish it gets a little easier for you just for a small while even. Big hugs to you, all the best <3

 

[darksouls]

I wish you peace

 

[whywere]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Forever love and the knowledge that you are cherished.

Things always can change; my thoughts and prayers go out to you and always around.


Walter

 

[Hangman.]

Happy Birthday. I hope you are in peace now

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Happy birthday, wishing you all the best, whatever may happen. Love and Peace.

 

[Irisse]

Happy birthday, I hope you find what you're looking for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[LighthouseHermit]

Happy birthday. May you find the peace you seek and finally be free

 

[RE2PAWN]

Happy birthday. I hope you find nothing but warmth and peace on the other side, and if you change your mind, I hope you find happiness here. Much love

 

[MissAbyss]

️ Happy Birthday ️
I wish you eternal peace!

 

[SkySocket]

Happy birthday! I hope you find peace.

 

[iamanavalanche]

wishing you peace happy birthday

 

[Alexandra_]

Have a nice trip. I'm sorry we had to endure this fate

 

[shiba]

Happy birthday and goodbye

 

[dissociation]

I hope you find peace. Happy birthday.

 

[as i am as am i]

Happy birthday. I hope everything goes okay for you, I wish it to be painless <3