nothing really wrong with my life, still wanna ctb though?

[warboy68forever]

I've graduated highschool and now I'm taking courses at a trade school, i have a future planned out and an actual group of friends i hangout with semi regularly. There is nothing really wrong with my life but i still feel like death is my only feasible option ?? Is anyone else like this

 

[U. A.]

Yes but there's probably something wrong you aren't aware of / are ignoring.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I'm glad you're in a good spot right now, enjoy it. Since you asked, I kind of feel the same way. If I make a list of what most people would consider "good things in my life", I look basically ok. But it's all empty, hollow, meaningless. And filled with unspeakable pain. And everyone without fail dies in the end and everything vanishes.

 

[Gangrel]

Feelings don't work like that. You can have stability, progress, even good relationships, and still feel like something is fundamentally wrong or missing inside. Feeling like death is the only option doesn't always come from circumstances being bad. Sometimes it comes from depression, numbness, burnout, or just being exhausted from existing.