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Molotongo

Molotongo

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Oct 31, 2025
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I ALWAYS feel empty, often sad and rarely I feel neutral, nothing is fun anymore I lay around and I don't have the energy to even stand up anymore, even fun things feel the same as staring against the wall, I don't know what to do anymore
 
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krsm98

krsm98

bweh
Feb 14, 2026
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ngl im in a similar situation and its hard to tell what one could do honestly :/, but ill try :')

One thing that worked before was beginning to do art in any way like maybe writing, drawing, or even doing something related to sculpting. Apart from that maybe going outside and engaging in like something outside like giving birds some food or even watering the plants ๐Ÿ˜ญ
I personally tried all of these and kind of helped for a time but man did it get hard to keep up :/
So ig the only advice is that sometimes one has to do something or try it out at first even if u dont like it and afterwards ig u can choose to keep doing it or not.

Sorry if it isnt that helpful as i myself am going through the same thing so i wish u the best :')
 
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Molotongo

Molotongo

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Oct 31, 2025
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ngl im in a similar situation and its hard to tell what one could do honestly :/, but ill try :')

One thing that worked before was beginning to do art in any way like maybe writing, drawing, or even doing something related to sculpting. Apart from that maybe going outside and engaging in like something outside like giving birds some food or even watering the plants ๐Ÿ˜ญ
I personally tried all of these and kind of helped for a time but man did it get hard to keep up :/
So ig the only advice is that sometimes one has to do something or try it out at first even if u dont like it and afterwards ig u can choose to keep doing it or not.

Sorry if it isnt that helpful as i myself am going through the same thing so i wish u the best :')
Don't worry it sounds good :D
When I was little I used to feed bird on my balcony :)
My mom used to photograph birds and I think i could ask her if we could photograph them together even tho she doesn't do it anymore ๐Ÿ˜…
I wish you only the best, thanks for your advice ๐Ÿ’š
 
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krsm98

krsm98

bweh
Feb 14, 2026
52
Don't worry it sounds good :D
When I was little I used to feed bird on my balcony :)
My mom used to photograph birds and I think i could ask her if we could photograph them together even tho she doesn't do it anymore ๐Ÿ˜…
I wish you only the best, thanks for your advice ๐Ÿ’š
ayee that sounds very nice, that sounds like a nice activity you could do indeed and even find some sense to fill a bit of that emptiness :D
i hope you end up doing it and it goes well ^^
and im glad my advice could be of some help๐Ÿซ‚
 
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Oct 31, 2025
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ayee that sounds very nice, that sounds like a nice activity you could do indeed and even find some sense to fill a bit of that emptiness :D
i hope you end up doing it and it goes well ^^
and im glad my advice could be of some help๐Ÿซ‚
I hope you get well soon! ๐Ÿซ‚ Have a nice evening ๐Ÿ’š
 
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