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mustangharry

mustangharry

New Member
Mar 19, 2025
4
6/10 but that's an improvement from last week when I was teetering on 9.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
465
About a 6/10 at the moment, which is better than what it usually is. I usually sit around an 8/10 on an average day.
 
BlueMist96

BlueMist96

Member
May 12, 2026
85
3/10

Had an okay day. I love the rain :)
 
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DonLockwood

DonLockwood

Actor
Jan 22, 2026
52
9/10. More lost than I've ever been
 
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throwaway070806

throwaway070806

Shameful Martyr
May 5, 2025
18
10/10.
i'm lost. i've detached myself from everyone.
i've suffered for far too long.
 
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hereandthere13

hereandthere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
152
2/10 on a good day

7-8/10 on a bad day

right now id say like a 1.5
 
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ulove88

Member
Dec 4, 2025
6
9/10. only a few months left of cash and unemployed.
 
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frubble

Member
May 15, 2026
5
9 I think im losing my two best friends today and its my fault. Im canceling my plans with other friends for tomorrow. I don't know what I'm going to do. I think this may be the thing to finally push me over the edge
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
235
6/10 I'm sleepy but can't fall asleep
 
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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
19
5/10, waiting for my mean to arrive, hoping it will arrive, that's the only thing that's on my mind day and night. It's summer already, i wish it was winter or fall...
 
TheCavernousDeep.

TheCavernousDeep.

“One Last Tour for the Lady of the Ink.”
Oct 22, 2025
79
10/10 I've set a date. I know this will hurt the people I care about BUT I AM DONE. I'll do my best to explain myself in my note but it is fucking over. Nothing can change IF I AM THE PROBLEM.

But I'm not bitter. That's what life wants. To keep me here and make me bitter. In truth I'm grateful. My life has been a robbery and let me tell you, I wasn't the mark. I'm the one who got lucky, I'm the one who tasted happiness, and I'll be the one to escape this fucking downward spiral before I have to pay for any of the mistakes I've made.

Game over, I win.
 

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