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RinneOfAragon

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Jan 2, 2025
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8/10 because I'm so concerned I can't get sn.
 
shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

My cozy place
Jan 26, 2026
57
8/10 when i try to go out is 10/10 i cant function i am jobless i stay in my room and take antipsychotics
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,250
8/10 quand j'essaie de sortir, c'est 10/10 je suis incapable de fonctionner, je suis sans emploi, je reste dans ma chambre et je prends des antipsychotiques
Same social anxiety
 
gardenoflonely

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Apr 29, 2026
36
6/10 Day only just started and nothing has really hit me yet
 
graveflower

graveflower

druidess
Nov 18, 2025
34
7/10. Had the opportunity to run away last night with a bunch of strangers. Was discouraged from it by the people I was with. Now I'm just sitting and aching over the "what if?"
 
TokaNoOwari

TokaNoOwari

dreams, memories, the sacred— all beyond our grasp
Apr 23, 2026
36
9.6
 
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eyenumbing

Lemonade by AESPA out on May 29th!
Aug 17, 2024
28
8/10. i feel like i am tweaking. i cant stop shaking or moving sporadically.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,250
3/10 when i think about suicide lot of...i am better
 
bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
441
Probably a 6/10. A little bad but I feel like it could be worse lol.
 
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boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
83
Most days 8/10 now 6/10 I got to go skateboarding for a couple hours, and that puts me in a good mood (:
 
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