Not quite negative feeling

[fuewybfunsfoiceoi]

thinking- hey, don't worry, I can die if I'd like, is the ultimate safety net

Sometimes, the idea of suicide feels miraculous, how could the world be so kind?

Having gone to the hospital once, I've discovered the obsession some people have towards living, really it was a bit absurd
I like this place, where I am with people whose sentiments I can understand