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paredler

paredler

Student
Jul 31, 2022
191
It's impossible to live like this
 
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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
460
Same, friend. My health issues have horrifying implications for my future but give me extreme body dysphoria as well.
 
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AvwJ

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Apr 16, 2024
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i'm seriously so sorry you are dealing with this. disordered eating is a bitch and has been wrecking me nearly my whole life. it's crazy how it ties into almost all thoughts every single day. feels like my life revolves around my ED and body dysmorphia. no matter how much progress i make it's just never good enough to make me stop hating myself and the anxiety and insecurity stops me from doing nearly anything and from interacting with so many people
 
Shimidori

Shimidori

make me sad
Dec 22, 2023
45
I know this feeling too well to even begin putting into words.

And then there are the people that scream at you from the outside like "Stop eating, do you want to die!?", and I wish it was as easy as stopping that, it's just not something one can control in an instant. Hell, even if I somehow managed stopped binge eating, I still feel a fundamental discomfort with my body that no amount of thinness can ever fix.
 

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