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Buddha.e.c

Buddha.e.c

Depressed Forever
Jan 18, 2022
121
As I feel like my time is getting shorter I also fell like I'm becoming more depressed as the days go on I don't know if there's much hope half of me doesn't believe there is the other half of me is crying out for help in a room of silence if you get that I'm trying to say Then you been through it .
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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For me personally, everything is hopeless and that will never change. I see having hope as just leading to more suffering when we are forced to confront the harsh reality of this life. If we have hope then we just have something to lose and cause us more pain. I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I know that it can be dreadful when things just get worse. I wish you the best.
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
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I know what you mean. I live like this everyday. Everyones situation is unique and only you know if there is a chance at any hope for you but it doesn't sound that great based on what you say. If there is a way out I hope you can find it. I have personally given up and am just existing for now. I explored all my options and I wasn't able to find a way out. Plus we are all continuing to get older not younger so that's no fun in itself. I hope you can find some peace somehow.
 
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Buddha.e.c

Buddha.e.c

Depressed Forever
Jan 18, 2022
121
For me personally, everything is hopeless and that will never change. I see having hope as just leading to more suffering when we are forced to confront the harsh reality of this life. If we have hope then we just have something to lose and cause us more pain. I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I know that it can be dreadful when things just get worse. I wish you the best.
life is very hard often so painful its better off leaving but the more pain I feel day by day I wonder often if that is the purpose to living is to feel , feelings wither there happy or sad to be self aware of in this universe but often what may lie ahead may be more pain idk . I'm having a lot of conflictions
 
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Buddha.e.c

Buddha.e.c

Depressed Forever
Jan 18, 2022
121
I know what you mean. I live like this everyday. Everyones situation is unique and only you know if there is a chance at any hope for you but it doesn't sound that great based on what you say. If there is a way out I hope you can find it. I have personally given up and am just existing for now. I explored all my options and I wasn't able to find a way out. Plus we are all continuing to get older not younger so that's no fun in itself. I hope you can find some peace somehow.
thank you I hope I feel peace as well in such a dark place in my life I wish you the same as well . We all deserve peace through all the depression and suicidal thoughts . sometimes I question the universe why good people suffer
 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
I gave up hope the moment I moved back into this hell house.
"Hope only brings to disappointment."
-Amy Sorel

and drowns in the sorrow.
 
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