Venting Nobody cares what I dream while I sleep

[Crematoryy]

Nobody worries, nobody connects, nobody asks me. I lack physical closeness because there has never been anyone by my side on any given night. I moe in silence while others enjoy the presence I've always longed for; the presence I seek in my maladaptive daydreams.

I carry the hatred of loneliness. Hatred against any individual experimentation with love. Because what I lack should also be lacking in others. I despise those who love; I despise those who have sex; I despise life. Weekends are the hardest days for me, because I see lovers visiting each other while I am alone, aimless, and rootless. The end-of-year festivities only highlight the connection that doesn't exist for me.

I wish death upon the world that has humiliated me so much. I am not happy, but I persist because of the indignation my pain causes me.

 

[Sphene]

I feel pretty lonely too. I wouldn't take it out on others though. Just because I've been dealt a shit hand, does not mean I want others to suffer. I hope that one day you'll be able to find someone out there who is willing to accept you for who you are.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

This time youre not talking about becoming a terrorist, this is an improovement ! Here's a spice and wolf.

 

[Tobacco]

I'm sorry. This is an unfair world we live in and in lots of cases, things like therapy can't really help you. I wish we could all have lived the life we wanted. That or a peaceful non-existence.