Discussion No wonder why people want to die

[Isolatedloser]

What are your reasons for your unhappiness or suicidal thoughts?

I'm unhappy because I'm lonely and agoraphobic. I hate the president of the US who is making our lives worse. I hate the mental health care system that monetizes sadness and pushes pills that don't fix the problem. I hate having to pretend like everything's fine when nothing is fine.

 

[Spite]

My main reasons are:

* I have no friends
* I don't have much family
* I have the trifecta of autism/depression/crippling social anxiety
* I will never be able to live the life I dream of living
* I hate where I am located geographically
* I hate my job
* I hate having to work, doesn't matter what job it is
* I'm bored all the time and almost nothing excites me or genuinely makes me happy anymore

 

[Isolatedloser]

My main reasons are:

* I have no friends
* I don't have much family
* I have the trifecta of autism/depression/crippling social anxiety
* I will never be able to live the life I dream of living
* I hate where I am located geographically
* I hate my job
* I hate having to work, doesn't matter what job it is
* I'm bored all the time and almost nothing excites me or genuinely makes me happy anymore

I have no friends either as well as autism and depression and anxiety in general. I am not living the life I want either and kind of lazy to fix it. I have no job but have also hated working in the past. I get bored a lot to. I wish things weren't like this for us!

 

[FuneralCry]

For me non-existence is all that's positive, I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, terrible and deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, in this existence so evil that just causes all this endless pain and suffering non-existence is just all that can bring me peace, to suffer in this existence is a terrible punishment, all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that has done nothing but torture existing beings, for me wanting death is a response to being burdened with this existence that just causes all this dreadful, unnecessary suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what than be tortured in this futile, cruel and dreadful existence and every second is torture to be conscious, existence truly is the problem and it truly is the most terrible horrific tragedy how humans impose this torturous burden onto others. To exist means to suffer and I see it as so terrible to suffer so unnecessarily just to face the extreme pain and agony of old age, it's horrifying to me how a human can suffer for so long and to be permanently safe and at peace from all harm and suffering is all I want, existence is a mistake, all that's beautiful to me is the peace of non-existence where I cannot suffer eve again.

 

[lawlietsph]

existence is pointless, suffering is guaranteed. all life has to offer is suffering, if you are lucky you get a couple happy moments, but that's all.
money, capitalism, the way we are forced to work, the list goes on and on...
we are so far away from nature, from everything that we were actually born to do.
it's all a fucking joke if you think about it. a sick joke, like what do you mean i have to work for 8+ hours a day just to not starve to death.

society is poisoned, we consume and produce useless shit, if you actually look at humanity from far away, it is a sick joke

 

[nooneyouknow]

yeah honestly anything I say will be regurgitating the point already made by several people, everything sucks and I can't do anything about it basically. that and I'm honestly just kinda bored atp, I know what life has to offer, I don't care for it

 

[kouna]

I've made a lot of mistakes in life, my life is a mess. It will only get worse. Catching the Bus ASAP

 

[Forveleth]

At 40, life has been pretty shit so far and I really do not want another 40 years of this garbage so I am ready to go.

 

[kuroshimi]

My main reasons are:

* I have no friends
* I don't have much family
* I have the trifecta of autism/depression/crippling social anxiety
* I will never be able to live the life I dream of living
* I hate where I am located geographically
* I hate my job
* I hate having to work, doesn't matter what job it is
* I'm bored all the time and almost nothing excites me or genuinely makes me happy anymore

I don't know If I should be proud or to be sad as I can relate some of those, especially about geographical location (mainly country), having the many mental issues. Has not working yet, but not sure if I like the field of my study (computer science engineering). And yes, I'm bored all the time, but can't get started on anything.

Pretty much all the reasons why I am suicidal.

 

[Defenestration]

Psychiatric illness and alzheimer of my mother

 

[Feldsparc]

My own mistakes and affairs that led to the breakdown of my family. Having undiagnosed BPD and making choices because of that. Humiliating my family because of my affair. Trusting my affair partner to keep quiet because I loved him completely and he didn't

 

[echoINTHEMIRROR]

What are your reasons for your unhappiness or suicidal thoughts?

I'm unhappy because I'm lonely and agoraphobic. I hate the president of the US who is making our lives worse. I hate the mental health care system that monetizes sadness and pushes pills that don't fix the problem. I hate having to pretend like everything's fine when nothing is fine.

Im severely chronically ill (RA, scoliosis, something wrong with my muscles or heart thats affecting my lungs?) and all of my dreams are slowly slipping away. I also have severe trauma thats resulted in trust issues and a general fear of others as well as me just being undersocialized. Theres also something cognitively wrong with me thats been eating at me very very slowly but enough to notice. That and 2 of my partners have been either shutting down on me or just ignoring my words (eg. "dont call me fragile i am a human" "dont lean on me during high pain days").
Essentially. life sucks and I'm giving up. Esp after being physically assaulted in multiple schools over multiple years. i hate living. i hate being some NPC in peoples lives and being either sexually abused, physically abused, or emotionally abused by people just for being a cripple / vulnerable in general. I hate being trans in a state that sucks with people who suck. i hate being alive in yhis world

 

[permanently tired]

I am unable to love ppl properly. Some attachment issue. It makes me feel perpetually alone

 

[Misanthrope0000]

Being a non religious woman in a religious third world country is enough to kill my spirit.
Not to mention all my hobbies are inaccessible, fashion? Not only I'll get sexually harassed (some people even got physically assaulted for the way they dress) but the outfits are inaccessible, it's a huge hobby of mine and I'm slowly becoming old that even if I made it out of here, my youth is already wasted.
Going to music concerts? All my artists never come to my country, wanna take a walk to clean your mind? Trash on the ground everywhere you go and people glaring at me as if I came from the moon, you're introverted? BULLIED, you're not religious like everyone else? BULLIED, death threats, your whole safety is at risk, people even unfriending you for it. Not to mention the poverty.

Long story short, my country, environment and society is the reason why I wanna CTB, despite having other problems such as divorced parents, bullying since elementary school till highschool, sexually harassed, verbally abused be some family members, self harm etc etc, none of these are truly the reason why I die, they just validate my suicidal thoughts even more, but the main reason is this hole, and I won't be staying alive any longer is I don't make it out of here.

 

[medinjured521]

Being a non religious woman in a religious third world country is enough to kill my spirit.
Not to mention all my hobbies are inaccessible, fashion? Not only I'll get sexually harassed (some people even got physically assaulted for the way they dress) but the outfits are inaccessible, it's a huge hobby of mine and I'm slowly becoming old that even if I made it out of here, my youth is already wasted.
Going to music concerts? All my artists never come to my country, wanna take a walk to clean your mind? Trash on the ground everywhere you go and people glaring at me as if I came from the moon, you're introverted? BULLIED, you're not religious like everyone else? BULLIED, death threats, your whole safety is at risk, people even unfriending you for it. Not to mention the poverty.

Long story short, my country, environment and society is the reason why I wanna CTB, despite having other problems such as divorced parents, bullying since elementary school till highschool, sexually harassed, verbally abused be some family members, self harm etc etc, none of these are truly the reason why I die, they just validate my suicidal thoughts even more, but the main reason is this hole, and I won't be staying alive any longer is I don't make it out of here.

Where are you from?

 

[Imausername]

cops. thats my main reason now the threats and total control the legal system has over you with no ability to fight back at all.

 

[Wishingfordeath]

my bad genes, this cruel system, evil sadistic humans. What's not to love about life...

 

[Lilythefenfen]

There's a variety of reasons.

*The mental Anguish of having been raped and abused by a disgusting person
*The inability to comprehend the simplest of thoughts running through my head at any given moment
*The complete loss of time I feel as if I'm floating
*The overwhelming dread of feeling like I'm already dead, having been killed by my rapist
*The fact that I'm so fucking lonely that the only people I talk to are online over the phone
*The absolute fucking desire to be loved and cherished but knowing that will never happen because I'm tainted
*Just fucking everything being overwhelming as fuck.

 

[Pisceslilith]

Being stuck here in this house with these people (who I'm unfortunately related to) . If I could off myself right now I would.

 

[needtodienow]

What are your reasons for your unhappiness or suicidal thoughts?

I'm unhappy because I'm lonely and agoraphobic. I hate the president of the US who is making our lives worse. I hate the mental health care system that monetizes sadness and pushes pills that don't fix the problem. I hate having to pretend like everything's fine when nothing is fine.

My entire life. The trauma the autism. The cptsd. Fucked parent ,Divorce. Growing up gay in the 90s .... having my sister and her nazi boyfriend trying to kill me... her disappearing in Mexico for 3 years with him no contact. Parents blamed me I was 21. Sister was 19. .... or the 5 years of mexican prison sisters ened up in .... family members blamed me again.... fuck thers more my dad's death due to cancer. Getting fucked out of my inheritance....by my half sister... no family ties since I was a child. Extreme ptsd from another attempted murder in 2021 .... brain injury from a bicycle wreck in 2014. No ability or confidence to make friends since 2014.... and the fucked part is there is so much more