No one wants me to stay

[Abaigh]

My friends don't like me anymore.
And I told my mam that I almost killed myself this week and she didn't care at all
I think I'm ready to go.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

I am sorry you are in this place :( Are thing's generally not good with your mum then?
Friends come and go, those who chose not to stay when you are in this place, were never true friends in the first place.

 

[Ghost2211]

Sorry to hear people are being so cold. If it helps any you do have friends here, and we care if you stay or go. I hope you find peace in whichever path you choose.

 

[MsMaudlin]

You have many friends here ❤

 

[The Warm Industry]

I know how you feel. My mother only cares about my demise because she's depends financially of me.

Anyway, you have friends here. And we'll support you in any decision you make.

 

[Cevapcici]

This type of decision should be about you, nor about how other people feel about you - or worse - how you feel they might feel about you. As others stated above, friends who don't stay in your life weren't meant to in the first place. You mom might have trouble communicating how much she cares about you , or, she might , in fact, not care about anything besides herself - but she doesn't have a right of life and death on you , no one has the right to determine whether you should live or not but you.

Edit : I could be your friend if you want to !

 

[140 bpm]

I totally understand you. Sorry to hear that your friends not really are true.
I've surrounded myself with people, who didn't wish me well. I've trusted and helped them financially, I thought I had true friends, but at the bottom line I've got known that I just been used...
I was asking for help with my mental problems and sharing very personal things for last few months with 2 most closest persons. But at some point I've found out that it was just a fun for them. They made chat group in WhatsApp , and were dumping there everything I shared, having great time and huge discussion.
When I saw that, I couldn't believe how mean and cruel people can be...and I'm not talking about strangers, I knew that people for years...

Your mother - it's different, I'm really sorry to hear that person don't care when her child saying about CTB...

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I am sorry you are in this place :( Are thing's generally not good with your mum then?
Friends come and go, those who chose not to stay when you are in this place, were never true friends in the first place.

This

You have many friends here ❤

And this, just reiterating these two sentiments.

 

[Jean4]

Know that we are here for you, we understand, and are not going anywhere.
One cannot choose their biological family. However, you can choose your friends and make a new family. That is what you have here.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Know that we are here for you, we understand, and are not going anywhere.
One cannot choose their biological family. However, you can choose your friends and make a new family. That is what you have here.

defo to not being able to chose bio family, I struggle with choosing friends, esp if you keep getting it wrong all the time and they are all dicks!!

 

[Jean4]

defo to not being able to chose bio family, I struggle with choosing friends, esp if you keep getting it wrong all the time and they are all dicks!!

Well you hit the jackpot! I'm your friend and I don't have a dick!

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Well you hit the jackpot! I'm your friend and I don't have a dick!

OMG Im still laughing from a comment on other thread, now I have just wasted a mouthful of rum, cheeers luvs ya!!!!
***goes to wipe up sticky keyboard!

 

[HannahB]

Not to be blunt but... their opinions dont matter. Do you want you to be here? That's all that matters they cannot live your life for you nor should they take it from you.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

I know how you feel. My mother only cares about my demise because she's depends financially of me.

well that sucks ass!! Mothers really are not what they are supposed to be any more... and I am speaking in the view point as a mother herself... damn!!!

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

They are not friends. They are assholes.

Your mom is a disappointment beyond measure.

Luckily, you're here. We care and we'll support you no matter how you're feeling, how much attention you need or what you wish.

Pull up a chair and stay awhile. Talk to us. We'll listen.

 

[GottaGo]

As I grow up I kind of realized the only person that can make me happy is myself. And the only person that can love you unconditionally is you. Others' opinion doesn't matter. If you want to CTB because of what other people thought/said, they don't deserve it.

 

[S1mpleme]

My friends don't like me anymore.
And I told my mam that I almost killed myself this week and she didn't care at all
I think I'm ready to go.

That's sucks. I don't have anyone who would want me to live.

 

[epic]

My friends don't like me anymore.
And I told my mam that I almost killed myself this week and she didn't care at all
I think I'm ready to go.

Those are not good reasons Abaigh.
Just follow this mantra and you will stop feeling bad about what others have to say about you. ---> Don't base your happiness on someone else's opinion of you.
It is very easy to follow as well. You just need to make up your mind.