No I dont want to save money

[TheyWereHereFirssst]

For every allowance, I see finally get to see god in my hands or at the screen of a mobile bank app. You know it's divine role in society, yet you want me to treat it like it's not. It was these simple phrases told on to one's ear over and over again, that God is green. I go outside, without believing in it, and what do I find? Every corner of the street is the church that worships it, the restaurants, the cafes, the stores and etc. Filled with their bishops and eunuchs alike awaiting their divine reward for their loyalty and faith. I have no shame, throwing it all away, the difference between spending and saving is merely timing. And patience is simply not my doctrine in my denomination. I WANT TO BUY, that is how you feel, experience, and breath. But even then I feel like I dont feel like praying to god, it makes me sick, I thought God was something amazing but it was just in my hands. I am increasingly unashamed that I am a hedonist

 

[tooBadTooLate]

I have the same amount of control with my spending too. I've started eating again a few days ago and I worry I've been spoiling myself. Buying things does get rid of the numbness I feel, too, so that's awful.

 

[RosebyAnyName]

I relate to this. My whole life revolves around the number: if it's low I feel bad, but if I spend it feels like I'm on top of the world until I feel bad again.

 

[TheyWereHereFirssst]

I relate to this. My whole life revolves around the number: if it's low I feel bad, but if I spend it feels like I'm on top of the world until I feel bad Hu

I relate to this. My whole life revolves around the number: if it's low I feel bad, but if I spend it feels like I'm on top of the world until I feel bad again.

Humans work mechanically more than they want to admit.

Humans work mechanically more than they want to admit.

also sorry for the multiple quotes don't know how to delete them

 

[byec560]

Ngl I feel very distant from this mindset. I've been selling stuff, but I've just been sitting on the money because nothing other than food or gas feels worth buying. The shit worth caring about in my life is already gone so what can a little trinket do in the face of that?

 

[PanaxMan]

For every allowance, I see finally get to see god in my hands or at the screen of a mobile bank app. You know it's divine role in society, yet you want me to treat it like it's not. It was these simple phrases told on to one's ear over and over again, that God is green. I go outside, without believing in it, and what do I find? Every corner of the street is the church that worships it, the restaurants, the cafes, the stores and etc. Filled with their bishops and eunuchs alike awaiting their divine reward for their loyalty and faith. I have no shame, throwing it all away, the difference between spending and saving is merely timing. And patience is simply not my doctrine in my denomination. I WANT TO BUY, that is how you feel, experience, and breath. But even then I feel like I dont feel like praying to god, it makes me sick, I thought God was something amazing but it was just in my hands. I am increasingly unashamed that I am a hedonist

Peak capitialist

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

Welcome to the land of the (nothing is) free! I save money by pirating pretty much everything. Does it count?