Story No hope now

[ShatteredSoul]

I've never been treated right by a man in my 37yrs. This last guy I was seeing has just dumped me due to my M.E and Fibromyalgia. I have so much love to give but I'm tired now. My mother has just been diagnosed with Alzheimer's so I think my time is very near.
All I ever wanted was to be loved by someone as much as I loved them. My method will most likely be hanging. I need to start planning.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that it is awful when everything is hopeless. I have never attempted hanging as the fear of failure is what holds me back from doing it, it sounds like a horrible way to leave this world. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[BigG91]

I've never been treated right by a man in my 37yrs. This last guy I was seeing has just dumped me due to my M.E and Fibromyalgia. I have so much love to give but I'm tired now. My mother has just been diagnosed with Alzheimer's so I think my time is very near.
All I ever wanted was to be loved by someone as much as I loved them. My method will most likely be hanging. I need to start planning.

There's always hope for finding love
I'd suggest just being yourself and trying to be happy by doing things you love.
And taking care of your health.

 

[ShatteredSoul]

There's always hope for finding love
I'd suggest just being yourself and trying to be happy by doing things you love.
And taking care of your health.

My health has been destroyed with incurable illnesses. I don't love doing anything, I haven't been creative in months and when I try I can't do it for long. My life is filled with exhaustion and mobility problems. I've gone from walking unaided to crutches over the past year n a half. I'm now also being investigated for multiple sclerosis.
I'm tired

 

[TheWood]

Toxic relationships are unfortunately a continuous circuit that must be broken, just so you can have healthy relationships. Apart from that, I'm sorry about your and your mother's health condition

 

[natali4]

I'm sorry you're going through this. I've been in three such relationships and I don't know what to tell you. I don't know if it does get better, or how to recover from toxic relationships. I really hope you find people who give you the love you truly deserve.