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SparkleWater

SparkleWater

Student
Oct 13, 2020
115
I was either smothered or compleatly left to fend for myself. Its so fucking overwelming how i barely know how to do anything. The tips my boyfriend gives me dont fucking work.
MAKE A SCEDULE WRITE A LIST EVERY DAY DO PRODUCTIVE THINGS EVERY DAY
i cant im tired im overwelmed none of it fucking works
i just want to die why wont america let me die im fucking suffering here
 
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SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

Member
Mar 29, 2026
18
The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

The one advice my former boss often gave me is this: "Control the things you can control, one step at a time," for whoever has, to them more will be given until they have it abundantly, but whoever does not have, even what they think they have will be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)

You have little, and that's okay; work on controlling what you can, and allow yourself to rest, for that is what you truly need, and remember that you cannot please everyone, which is another thing my former boss told me.
 
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welcome

welcome

Member
Apr 4, 2026
13
The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

The one advice my former boss often gave me is this: "Control the things you can control, one step at a time," for whoever has, to them more will be given until they have it abundantly, but whoever does not have, even what they think they have will be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)
:I
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
319
I was either smothered or compleatly left to fend for myself. Its so fucking overwelming how i barely know how to do anything. The tips my boyfriend gives me dont fucking work.
MAKE A SCEDULE WRITE A LIST EVERY DAY DO PRODUCTIVE THINGS EVERY DAY
i cant im tired im overwelmed none of it fucking works
i just want to die why wont america let me die im fucking suffering here
can you explain a little bit more left to fend for myself part? how things came to be? new member idk if you have more posts
 
telekon

telekon

Specialist
Feb 5, 2025
391
I was either smothered or compleatly left to fend for myself. Its so fucking overwelming how i barely know how to do anything. The tips my boyfriend gives me dont fucking work.
MAKE A SCEDULE WRITE A LIST EVERY DAY DO PRODUCTIVE THINGS EVERY DAY
i cant im tired im overwelmed none of it fucking works
i just want to die why wont america let me die im fucking suffering here
Lol I've been both you and the boyfriend in this case... I understand what it feels like to be smothered and then left on the streets. Hang in there...
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,382
The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

The one advice my former boss often gave me is this: "Control the things you can control, one step at a time," for whoever has, to them more will be given until they have it abundantly, but whoever does not have, even what they think they have will be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12).
do they need this right now lol
 
absolutethistime

absolutethistime

Member
Feb 20, 2026
15
I don't think we were built to be independent, it just gets too much. At least for me.
 

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