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whoever

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Oct 16, 2019
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Hi everyone

As some of you will remember, I have chosen the SN method. I have tried desperately not to have to resort to ending my life but the reality is that every day my quality of life worsens and if I don't end up with this torment right now, every day will be worse.

In my first intervention (called I cannot fail) I asked about the SN method. Unfortunately all my attempts to avoid killing myself have been useless.

If nothing good happens next Tuesday I will use my SN. But as I cannot afford to fail I have thought to increase the dose up to 20 grams instead of the recommended 15. Can someone tell me if it is this increase will change my possibilities and, above all, the level of suffering?

Thank you very much to all who have helped me. What disgusting life!
 
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Apr 28, 2019
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This is all you need to know. :heart:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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We are on the same boat. I recommend you to use 25g instead of 20g, as it says on the PPeH.
 
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If you decide to proceed then please make sure you work through Stan's guide (see above), and plan thoroughly.....
Also, if you wish then you could create a goodbye thread....

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whoever

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Jean4, what does "u are going nowhere mean" mean?
jmg63, where is the Stan guide?
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Jean4, what does "u are going nowhere mean" mean?
jmg63, where is the Stan guide?
One can either go with Stan or stay here with me. @TimeToBiteTheDust is on the stay with Jean list. He will not be going to see Stan ;)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
 
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You'll notice I wrote "see above", so....... :sunglasses:
I do like the newbies. :wink:
I am also sure Stan is looking at this with the amused look on his face lol.
 
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