New Plan

[Bubbly]

I think I'm at the point to where I'm willing to go with the pistol. I tried to go peacefully but it's too hard. I feel bad for going in a violent way and of course am afraid of failing, although I know it's unlikely. I'm not sure when I'll have the focus to do this but I'll schedule a post if I'm ready to go. Until then I'll keep moping around.

 

[Dingusguy]

I wish you the best of luck, and I hope you find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish I had a painless way to cease existing, it's cruel to me how I cannot access such. But anyway I wish you all the best.