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Nyanpo_

Nyanpo_

Landmine
Apr 28, 2026
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Hii I'm pretty new here and I'm planning on being pretty active, I just want a space to share my thoughts and maybe figure out my method!

just some info about me for anyone who cares

I've pretty much been miserable my whole life from not having so emotionally present parents to now just being a depressed bum who never goes outside and spends my days on the Internet all day, I feel like theres no point like I don't deserve to live because I'm useless and just complain about my suffering, thats why I've ended up here.

This might seem selfish but if theres one thing I want to do before leaving that would be atleast leaving a small impact on this world okay that sounds like an exaggeration it wouldn't be that big but I wanted to livestream it.. I just want people to remember me and I know there are some sick fucks who would admire and idolize me for it I guess I'm just attention seeking atp bro whatever. I do have a small internet presence too so I feel like it would actually gain some attention, does anyone know where would be the best platform to livestream or any tips
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Welcome to SS! :heart:
 
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Chocomel

Chocomel

Chocolate Milk
Jan 13, 2024
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Hello! I also love to use this place to just share my thought because I know everyone in here would understand. So sorry life has been cruel to you to the point it lead you here. As for the best platform to livestream... I don't think I can give you any output on that because I rarely use social media. Though I find a lot of gruesome gore media from Twitter. But again, I don't think Twitter is a great platform for livestreaming.
 
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Nyanpo_

Landmine
Apr 28, 2026
5
Hello! I also love to use this place to just share my thought because I know everyone in here would understand. So sorry life has been cruel to you to the point it lead you here. As for the best platform to livestream... I don't think I can give you any output on that because I rarely use social media. Though I find a lot of gruesome gore media from Twitter. But again, I don't think Twitter is a great platform for livestreaming.
I feel like the only possible method to consider when you want to livestream would be jumping since the live would get banned if anything too gruesome was shown.. I just remembered seeing this one live from wpd and I think the platform that was used was instagram but I barely use that app either so Idk.. Thanks for the help anyways! :)
 
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glass-petal

fatigued hermit
Apr 7, 2026
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welcome to the forum, i hope you have a pleasant experience here. đź’š

i can definitely sympathize/relate regarding isolation. i feel like people rarely take the time to really consider all the ways prolonged isolation can truly harm a person.
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
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Hello!! and WELCOME!

SaSu is a site of loving and caring and so very happy to have a new friend here.

Hugs!

Walter
 
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Nyanpo_

Nyanpo_

Landmine
Apr 28, 2026
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welcome to the forum, i hope you have a pleasant experience here. đź’š

i can definitely sympathize/relate regarding isolation. i feel like people rarely take the time to really consider all the ways prolonged isolation can truly harm a person.

Hello!! and WELCOME!

SaSu is a site of loving and caring and so very happy to have a new friend here.

Hugs!

Walter
Thank you all for being so welcoming!! :)
 
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dreaming

dreaming

sleepy
Feb 11, 2026
130
I have a similar reason for being here, welcome<3
 
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deadofdespair

deadofdespair

Where's my arc?
Apr 20, 2026
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Welcome, im new here asw:)
 
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lonergirl_26

Student
Sep 1, 2024
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Welcome. I hope you have good experiences on here and can find peace.

I feel like most people use ig but I'm not sure on how it works other than making sure people are there to watch/record and not be banned beforehand.

I don't think it's selfish. I have similar thoughts. You deserve to have peace with your ending if that's being remembered through a livestream or some other means.
 

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