#need to kill myself ASAP because there's almost no time left to escape

[glowing.purple.aura]

At this point I'm thinking about just openly criticizing the elites so they just take me out. Luckily for them they won't even have to string together some "He just suddenly went crazy and committed suicide!!!" because my entire existence is already being some mentally ill paranoid freak (but honestly not really because everything I struggle with like depression is a perfectly normal response to this evil and corrupt world). People who can remain happy knowing that their whole life is being controlled and demons walk among them are the real crazy ones. But yeah on a real note something tells me that suicide won't be an option much longer because too many people in power rely on our suffering!!!