Help Need to go

[No hope]

Hi guys, I need to go Ive been destroyed by the NHs they gave me ECT and it's been two years next year I think. It's getting worse, I think I have some sort of dementia from it, I'm a stranger in my own life. I've paid for a scan of my brain but they've closes ranks and said there nothing wrong and it's depression! Bullshit! It would have shown something up I know it would! Anyway I will not carry on being a burden to my husband, can anyone help me please or tell me where to jump from apart from beachy head, it's hours away and I cant face being put back in hospital

 

[Rachel74]

Please find a more peaceful way to CTB, you have suffered enough

 

[JimFord99]

Hi guys, I need to go Ive been destroyed by the NHs they gave me ECT and it's been two years next year I think. It's getting worse, I think I have some sort of dementia from it, I'm a stranger in my own life. I've paid for a scan of my brain but they've closes ranks and said there nothing wrong and it's depression! Bullshit! It would have shown something up I know it would! Anyway I will not carry on being a burden to my husband, can anyone help me please or tell me where to jump from apart from beachy head, it's hours away and I cant face being put back in hospital

Hi, what makes you think you got dementia? What are your symptoms, if I may ask? Maybe it is not dementia, but extreme anxiety? Have you spoken to your husband about it? As far as I know one does not get dementia from an ECT scan ,very unlikely,
I agree with you it is not depression. Really, I would suggest to seriously talk to your other half first.