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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
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I absolutely hate this day. It reminds me of past memories when I was once happy and it hurts so bad. Huge knot in my throat. I don't know how I'm suppose to even say merry Christmas to my mom and siblings and I don't want to ruin they're Christmas. This is torture.
Please I want to die please just let me go
I can't bear the pain any longer.
How can I get fentanyl on the street in New York, I wouldn't know where to look.
And I'm guessing that I can just test it with strips to see if it's pure. I truly need this the pain is just too strong. I would order it from the DN but I tried to get on and like I said I'm a technological idiot.
I wish some could be with me and show me but obviously no one I know will do that. This is so fucking unfair. Help I'm desperate. I don't even want to say merry Christmas to you guys as I know you probably hate it as much as I do.🙏
 

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