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J

just cant

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Jul 11, 2024
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it seems no matter which method I try nothing works. I've tried partial hang, starvation, helium, no water, over hydration, many many pharmaceutical drug overdose. And no luck.
I live in an overly protective country so no guns, carbon monoxide smoke detectors, 20% oxygen in helium.
I've never done or bought drugs and no luck finding where to buy them.

I'm at the point thinking I should drive my car into a cement pillar, or stand on the train line (but I just don't seem to be able to despite living opposite one).

What to do, as I want gone today
 
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Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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You have carbon monoxide detectors outside? Do they have tents in your country? Is charcoal available in your country?
 
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Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
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Have you also attempted suffocation or drowning?
 
J

just cant

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Jul 11, 2024
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You have carbon monoxide detectors outside? Do they have tents in your country? Is charcoal available in your country?
It's winter, and freezing outside. Other thing is I have strong sense of smell so exhaust fumes, or charcoal is to much the smell makes me sick
Have you also attempted suffocation or drowning?
How do you attempt suffocation?
I'm a strong swimmer and breath holder so drowning won't work
 
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Apr 15, 2022
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It's winter, and freezing outside. Other thing is I have strong sense of smell so exhaust fumes, or charcoal is to much the smell makes me sick
I can appreciate that. But, are you aware that you're supposed to start the charcoals outside of whatever enclosure you plan on placing them in, letting them burn until they are glowing red-hot, and not smoking, and then place them inside of the enclosure? Once they are burning red-hot and emitting no smoke, they are producing CO, which is colorless and odorless.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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There's the Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of information about methods.

 
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J

just cant

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Jul 11, 2024
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Ok so no success with a partial hanging (from doorknob) and it doesn't look possible (wardrobe bar is thin and only a 1 story house).

I have a butane camping heater or cooker and wondering if that would do the trick? Only problem I see is our smoke detectors are hard wired in and detect carbon dioxide, so wondering if taping a plastic bag over it might work?