these are all things i need sorted/clarified before i attempt -
1. my phone has a lot of things on it that's capable of hurting a lot of people, esp my family. it's only the truth but they've never accepted while i've been alive, so seeing it when i'm gone will not help them. it'll just be a source of guilt or maybe even more reason to think i'm crazy. how do i sort this? should i restart my phone, make sure all my saved passwords are deleted, etc? maybe even delete my reddit account?
2. the way i see it, the worst case (other than just the fact that i survive) is if i survive and i'm disabled to the point where i can't speak, i'm paralysed and have to stay in some sort of a home. i mean all of these together. is there some way i can make it clear that i want to be let go of? that i don't want to live a life disabled? if i'm just in a coma or something, hooked up, they'll let me go, and i wont be conscious so i don't even care if they keep me hooked up forever. but if i'm disabled (with major deficits), i do not want to be kept around. i assume there's nothing legal i can have in place tho?
3. since i'm jumping, what do i do w my phone during it? do i place it down somewhere, where i'll land? do i leave it at home? i want to have my phone when i'm down, incase i've jumped and i've just broken some bones or something very basic and i know i won't die even if i put off getting help. but again i just don't know. any ideas or thoughts would be great.
i think this is it for now, most everything else is sorted. thank you ahead of time for any help :)
ps - is there some way i check what my chances are of survival for the specific height i'm jumping from? i'm hoping to get a picture of it so i can put it up here and get some opinionated as well
1. my phone has a lot of things on it that's capable of hurting a lot of people, esp my family. it's only the truth but they've never accepted while i've been alive, so seeing it when i'm gone will not help them. it'll just be a source of guilt or maybe even more reason to think i'm crazy. how do i sort this? should i restart my phone, make sure all my saved passwords are deleted, etc? maybe even delete my reddit account?
2. the way i see it, the worst case (other than just the fact that i survive) is if i survive and i'm disabled to the point where i can't speak, i'm paralysed and have to stay in some sort of a home. i mean all of these together. is there some way i can make it clear that i want to be let go of? that i don't want to live a life disabled? if i'm just in a coma or something, hooked up, they'll let me go, and i wont be conscious so i don't even care if they keep me hooked up forever. but if i'm disabled (with major deficits), i do not want to be kept around. i assume there's nothing legal i can have in place tho?
3. since i'm jumping, what do i do w my phone during it? do i place it down somewhere, where i'll land? do i leave it at home? i want to have my phone when i'm down, incase i've jumped and i've just broken some bones or something very basic and i know i won't die even if i put off getting help. but again i just don't know. any ideas or thoughts would be great.
i think this is it for now, most everything else is sorted. thank you ahead of time for any help :)
ps - is there some way i check what my chances are of survival for the specific height i'm jumping from? i'm hoping to get a picture of it so i can put it up here and get some opinionated as well
